Sculptures and indents.

2008-01-30T14:23:00.000+08:00

Revolting

The first time I went to Tong Shui at Liang Seah street, we were keen to try their specialty toast. To our horror, we found mould growing at the side of our supposedly delicious peanut butter toast. When brought to the staff’s attention, the waitress grudgingly offered to change it without a word of apology!

The week after that, my friends and I went back to the Hong Kong styled café to try their 1-for-1 lunch promotion. Since there were only 3 of us, we ordered 2 sets and one toast. After serving out our 2 sets, a middle-aged man who served us, whom I’m guessing is the manager, came to our table with an extra set. Surprised, we told him we didn’t order that and he took it away saying it was for another table. However, he came back a minute later with our order sheet that we wrote on saying that when we wrote 2 sets on the order sheet, he assumed it was 4 sets. Saying that we didn’t want the meal, he insisted that we pay for it and that he would package it away for us. It could have been a case of misunderstanding but the man kept pressurizing us to pay for the meal because he assumed we should because it was ‘our mistake’.

To make matters worse, the toast arrived and again, it was mouldy. We signaled the same man, and is first and extremely quick reply was, “Oh, because the bread is toasted”. Having eaten bread for most of our life, we pointed out that this wasn’t the first time and that toasting a bread would not give you grey particles on it. We cancelled our order saying that we were afraid to eat it and his appalling response was, “If you knew that it was mouldy, why did you order it again?” He also said, “If you’re afraid to eat, I’m also afraid to serve you.”
What does he mean by this? He’s willing to compromise the quality of the food as long as we’re willing to eat spoilt and stale bread? Bread becomes mouldy only if it’s kept and put out for too long. It really gives me an idea of the hygiene standard of this café.
I’m pretty sure that “Next time when you come make sure you write the quantity correctly” and “next time when you come, order something else” were NOT forms of apology.

I wrote to ST forum, NEA, AVA and I'm gonna write to CASE.

Terrible service and equally terrible food.

2008-01-18T15:04:00.000+08:00

Stupid Red Thing

In Ancient Athens, a cheating male was punished by the removal of his pubic hair and by getting a large radish inserted into his rectum. HAHAH. I mean, cheating on another woman yes, but why a radish in his rectum? He isn't gay..

And talk about being himbotic.

Me: I'm going to the gym to run, there's a threadmill over there.

Jeremy: I dont' like to run on the threadmill, it's so bulky.

Me: BULKY?!!?! WTH, ASK YOU TO RUN NOT ASK YOU TO CARRY IT RIGHT?!

HAH.

2008-01-15T22:31:00.000+08:00

Threads

I ran 5km today.
Quite good considering that it's been more than 4 months since my last run.
My clothes are disappearing.
They're either at dre's house, selm's place or hidden in the wash.
Great, 3 ways it can go.

If you say that you love me
Didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'
Feeling all alone without a friend you know you feel like dying

2008-01-14T22:29:00.000+08:00

Artisti Vari

Decisions. Decisions.
Here I am, sitting at 1030pm typing in my comfy new house, thinking of Anselm, with the bear breathing on the floor beside me.
How will that change one year from now?
Will I be in the 'so-called' surfer's paradise of sunny Brisbane, in a new house, new friends and new life? Or will i just be holed up in Singapore. I swear, i'm gonna wrestle a car out of my parents if i were to remain in Singapore.
If i hadn't met you, i would have packed my bags on a whim and asked what' next?
A year and a half is a really long time. Look at this frigging attachment.
5months and i'm complaining my butt off.
3 weeks to the end of attachment seems like an eternity away, what makes a year and a half?

I still have a month to make that decision, or can i pack you in my bags and bring you along.
BUT, what an experience it would be.
I can learn to surf (YAY!), I can walk all around in slippers and no one will call me sloppy,
at the same time, i'll come back armed with a degree and i can proudly proclaim i'm indepedently certified.

Ah, i'm gonna sleep now. 3 more weeks, just 3 more weeks.
Thank you God.

2007-11-08T01:02:00.000+08:00

As per request

I'm back after a super long hiatus.
Where to start really because it's been like more than 3 months since my last entry.
Right, here goes.
intership - as far as it goes, it's alright. granted i work longer than usual hours (if i leave at 8pm it's considered early for the day and i never ever go home at 6pm. that's onsidered 'halfday' to me), but i learn alot. Well, i've learnt that it's a high possibility that i WON'T go into advertising.

and i love my boyfriend.
That's all.
HAH.

2007-08-07T00:21:00.001+08:00

Love my love

Geraldine says:
YA LA
Geraldine says:
YOU NEVER BRING ME TO SUCH NICE PLACES TO EAT
Geraldine says:
=(
Geraldine says:
NEVER
Geraldine says:
NOT ONCE
Geraldine says:
EVER
anselm says:
have wat
anselm says:
i bring u to all the best hawker food arnd
anselm says:
my hse downstairs the duck rice not bad rite

YAY~

2007-08-06T00:56:00.000+08:00

Crazy

Check this out.
Yea, i'm quite lag but i finally had the time to watch it today.
Prisoners in Cebu, Phillipines dancing.
Haha cracked the shit out of me.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2CPg9GWBoL0&mode=related&search=

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o5nZcFIf3qc&mode=related&search=

2007-07-31T03:46:00.000+08:00

Firsts

I CAN DRIVE NOW.

2007-07-27T02:17:00.000+08:00

altis corolla

countdown - 2 days 12 hours 55 minutes
please let me pass.
i need to sit in and clutch.

2007-07-12T00:05:00.000+08:00

Techno Tits

And so more and more people are buying new laptops to replace their old ones. I like the macbook alot but my trusty 'ol IBM hasn't failed me - yet.
Well, just today anselm's niece dropped my laptop on the floor from the height of the bed. There was a resounding BOOM sound and i turned my head to see this black thing that i've come to love lying where it wasn't supposed to be.
But thank god it was working.
Well, we just got a fujitsu S series lifebook from funan. It doesn't look as new as some of the other models cause we opted for windows XP instead of Vista. We talked the nice lady to give us a thumb drive too which he subsequently gave me.
Right, that would be like my third thumb drive in a month.
We bought a router and we successfully managed to install it and have wireless connection for our laptops!
SHIT i feel damn proud of myself. I mean i'm like techno idiot and all. Achievenmentttttt.

Have I told you how wonderful you are?

2007-07-05T00:12:00.000+08:00

An Unconvenient Truth?

A visit to the SPH today was such an eye-opening experience. We didn't go to the headquarters which would have been really boring but instead, we went to the printing press at Jurong.
Well, unfortunately we didn't get the witness any papers being printed but just describing the whole process and efforts to print the paper gives me a new respect for it.
Everything there is automated and the machines are incredibly brilliant. You know they exist in the world but to actually see it in operation makes it so tangible.
Yea, all that aside, the thing that was really disturbing was the amount of paper used each day.
Apparently, 300 rolls of paper are used everyday.
Nothing big? Well, 1 roll of paper has a distance of 20km when rolled completely out. That works out to 6000km long of paper used each day.
The first 600 - 800 copies of newspapers printed are waste paper cause the ink and print is really bad.
Everything is automated up to the bundling of the stacks of newspapers, so when the machines sense that the paper isn't aligned properly, it gets thrown out. More wastage.
"95% of the papers are recycled, only 5% are originals".
Yea sure, 5% of the 300 rolls, 6000 km long paper each day. Just for Singapore.
Imagine how MUCH paper is used on print every single day.
Maybe there should be a joint effort one day where every single country in the world stops press for just ONE day. Because of that one day, our planet will probably live a century longer.

I'm just as concerned about global-warming as the person beside me. But really, is there a need to be concerned. We can do so much to prevent it, yada yada. Our indulgences have become our neccessities which is killing us, so just convert these indulgences back to actual neccessities.
HAHA, easier said than done.
It's quite interesting don't you think that we keep complaining about it, organising concerts, corporations are becoming eco-friendly, governments are taking an anti-globalisation stance but at the end of the day, what are WE doing?
It's something like that.
For example, "when the GST hikes, Malaysia switch from eating steaks to burgers, indonesian - burgers to chicken, singaporeans who used to eat at the famous steakhouse in clarke quay still eats at the famous steakhouse in clarke quay but they complain about it".
Life ironies.

Milo Ventimiglia

2007-06-22T00:47:00.000+08:00

Timmy Thomas

Timmy Thomas proclaimed that he was dying inside to hold me.
He said hello and he asked my name.
Radio Asia Conference at the expo for 3 days in a row now and i'm fortunate enough not to have to take a train there myself everyday.
I swindled the father and the boyfriend to pick me up but i didn't manage to swindle them to fetch me back.
Well, at least that gave me the opportunity to visit pull bear for four days in a row.
Now, make that 5 times in a span of one week.
Yes, i am addicted to it.
So young, so hip!!! Fucking hell, that sounds so barbie.
Stupid bitch anws was so dishonest. I bought a dress from pull bear (price shall not by disclosed) and when i was paying for it, i asked whether there was any discount cards. She said no.
And then, in the papers they next day. PULL BEAR STOREWIDE SALE.
I HATE GIRLS.
So, sister grace and i went down. Bulls in a china shop.
I'm not a shopaholic really.
300bucks in two weeks on clothes? Save my soul.

Beautiful People

2007-06-18T23:54:00.000+08:00

SURVEY SURVEY SURVEY

PLEASE, BE A KIND SOUL AND HELP ME OUT.

IT'LL TAKE LESS THAN ONE MINUTE OF YOUR TIME AND IT'S COMPLETELY FREE!!

YAYY!!!

HERE GOES:

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2007-06-14T01:44:00.000+08:00

Post-Mortem

Yea big fuck. So much for my two weeks holiday.

Its been taken away from me cause of SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL.

We're halfway through the sem but please i'm burning out really quickly.
There's just no more drive left in me. It's sucking the life out.

And now i can hardly blog cause i'm so tired I wanna die.

I cancelled my diving plans cause i of the stupid radio conference at the expo which i have to go for four days consecutively.

I NEED TO GRADUATE.

WE'RE GOING TO BACKPACK AROUND THAILAND, TRAVEL TO AUSTRALIA AND TAKE ONE HELLUUVA LOOOOONG VACATION IN PHUKET.

You watch me.

We made big plans together, love.
So now you're gonna take me with you.
Thank god for you.

2007-05-29T23:56:00.000+08:00

Free Loop

yay!! blogger is cured and so i'm blogging. fucking hell have been taking a hiatus from every single thing. well not really. my life's pretty much in free loop now. Working, loving, dogdging and er, studying? School's such a drag, i feel like i'm wasting my time in school seriously. HAHAH i can't wait to get it over and done with la bloody hell!

went for hot yoga today and shit it was like 37 degrees celcius in the room and i swear yoga is bloody cool. i wish i could be as flexible as some of the people in our class. everytime the instructor asks us to sit on our knees i feel like i would cramp up anytime.
okie seriously, heck this i'm just too tired to blog. i'm gonna sleep in my bed with my jodi picoult book. MAMBO TMR NIGHT IS ON!

2007-05-15T00:36:00.000+08:00

Breather

There is something very wrong with blogger. Prolly the html or something. Shit! it's been damn long since i've blogged and so much has happened ever since. Well school's not such a bitch anymore. I think i kinda got into the momentum of it all. Wait, of maybe i'm just now passing up any factsheets hence there aren't any stories for me to write. Wel whatever.
Got myself a new phone! E65. i so wanted it but strangely enough, i do'nt seem to want it so bad anymore. I rather use the phone anselm gave me. It's more me i feel. Crap, yea my dad's gonna kill me. And speaking of dad, dear ol' dad just purchased a condo at YEW TEE. i mean! WTF. who stays there! IT'S ISOLATED FLAT CONGESTED FUCKING YEW TEE. We're gonna be living on the ground floor so there's an awesome garden for me to prance around and bbq. And well, i get to decorate my own room. Oh yea, it doesn't matter cause i'm gonna be a spoilt brat and whine about it all day long so he has to fetch me around. No more one straight road down love. It's one straight road plus turns and winds.

2007-05-02T23:01:00.000+08:00

Obliquely Opaque

Right i thought i would have much to say but not it's zinch.
Maybe that's what 3 hours staring at your computer screen, typing and researching about mental breakdowns will do to your head. Yea, that's why print journ does to you.
It's being a bitch seriously i swear. I did my ice-cream parlour story and i'm honestly very very sick of all that home-made delish shit. HAH oxy-moron seriously. But honest to god, you have to try Daily Scoop's surprising coconut, it is yes, surprisingly coconutish.
Back to the bitch. Yes all of us 'journalists in the making' have to churn out 3 factsheets every week on friday and if your factsheet's approved, you CANNOT drop it and you have to secure your main interviewees before you hand it out. LIKE HOW THE HELL. And then when it's approved, you have a week at the max to churn out your 1000word story and then you have to edit your other factsheets, take photos and then edit your 1000word story again.
Oh did i mention that we have other electives to wrok on too like advertising, massina and media law?? HALLELUJAH

Ya whatever about school. I'm currently working and trying to save up money for my diving.
sheesh, all i have in my dive fund now is a mere 160bucks. This month i doubt i can save much cause sister grace and anselm's birthday's coming up.

Please, no more cream for me.

2007-04-24T01:11:00.000+08:00

Great Escape

If you leave, don't leave now
Please don't take my heart away
Promise me just one more night
Then we'll go our separate ways
We've always had time on our sides
Now it's fading fast
Every second every moment
We've gotta make it last

I touch you once I touch you twice
I won't let go at any price
I need you now like I needed you then
You always said we'd still be friends, someday

If you leave I won't cry
I won't waste a single day
But if you leave don't look back
I'll be running the other way
Seven years went under the bridge
Like time was standing still
Heaven knows what happens now
You've got to you gotta say you will

2007-04-19T01:46:00.000+08:00

Push it, Baby

Holidays have come and gone and again, we're thrust into the whirlpool of assignments and group projects. Bye bye krabi, it wasn't as fantastic as Phuket no doubt but it was a good rejuvenation for me. Well yea, i'm black again and i look so dirty i could die. Songkran festival was none like i've seen before with locals on trucks splashing waters on pedesterians, policemen armed with waterguns shooting us civilians, people walking around with super-soakers and locals coming up to smear your face with powder and hey, if you get lucky, they might even give you a big kiss. Yuck, seriously, my sister and i stayed indoors most of the time during that day. Haha. The beach was surprisingly murky in colour so we ended up at the pool on day 3.
Wakeboard was alright, at least i managed to cut in and outta wake a couple of times before crashing on my face. The crash was so hard that my board flew out from under me and i could literally feel my brain shifting in my head. I swear we're cursed because twice we went, bad things happened. Like, the first time, it was raining and shane got fined by the NPA for boarding in restricted area, and the second time, the boat broke down and it rained heavily. ah well.

On a serious note, this is my last official sem in school before i head off for attachment. My GPA is fucked up and i am gonna try to pull it up this sem. It's gonna be my last and i'm gonna make it good. I can't go anywhere with this sorta grades and i do wanna further my studies. With no CCA to back me up, my only option now to to go to some shit-ass uni in aussie to study, but that's not the way i want it. First day at school and i'm already bombarded by assignments. Factsheets for print journ are due on fridays and tues, discussion of advert and IS too. Hello school.
I didn't think i would go for OIAP (overseas industry attachment program) but there are 2 openings in hawaii and i'm gonna opt for it. It would be a good exposure and it would look hell great on my portfolio. But the question is, can i get it? If i do, i'll be spending 5months there wokring for either conference management, PR or advertising. Great experience and it has always been my dream to go hawaii. Well, cross my fingers, if i'm meant to go, i'm meant to go.
That sounds way morbid.
But yea, no shit this sem.

2007-04-11T00:29:00.000+08:00

Black Mole

Last week of my last school holidays before i'm whisked off to school, projects and attachment so i have to make the full use of it.
This holiday has been eventual so far. I'm partied, worked, lived and found.
Zouk n krabi awaits me!

Went boarding today and gawd i love it.
I didn't really enjoy it the first time i went because well, i guess i didn't get the hang of it.
Today i could stand and change my directions and i managed to go into teh wake n over the rollers!
Hmm, but i've a loooong way to catch up with brendon and ah-di. i Swear i'll do a jump one day.
We plan to go at least once a month and boo weili why do you have to go off to sunny florida!!! we could board and board and laugh at you for crashing.
Lost a bet to Anselm cause i said i would do whatever he wanted to 3 days if he could stand by hte fourth try. But hell, he's good! Managed to stand on the first.

2007-04-06T15:37:00.000+08:00

Bike oil

baby, i'm amazed at the way you love me all the time,
and maybe i'm afraid of the way i leave you.

maybe i'm amazed at the way you pulled me out of time,
you hung me on the line.
maybe i'm amazed at the way i really need you.

baby, i'm a man, maybe i'm a lonely man
who's in the middle of something
that he doesn't really understand.

baby, i'm a man,
and maybe you're the only woman who could ever help me.
baby, won't you help me to understand?

2007-04-01T22:02:00.000+08:00

Stupid shit

Yea, i basically wasted my whole weekend lying in bed.
Seriously lying in bed sleeping as the hours and the world outside wilted away.
I think for the whole day and the night before, this is only my second hour up.
Who passed me this god-forsaken bug!!!!
Fuck, my fever was like 40 degrees yesterday night and i kept vomitting damn fluids out.
I was like a burning iron beside A the whole day.
So deliriously deliriously that i jus slept on the clinic plastic chair and vomited into their plastic bag.
HOHO, and i'm highly infectious.
I mean obviously, who can resist me. HAHAH.
Fuck, i shouldn't be in this state, i shouldn't be at home. =(

2007-03-30T13:20:00.000+08:00

Thankee

My first time at Cafe Del mar and they aren't willing to bring me back anymore prolly because i laughed and talked to much and threatened to jump off the lifegaurd towers. What say you? You don't like it when i get high? Because you're not at my level. Maybe you can be if you try hard enough but i doubt really. Okay really sorry for my sound bytes, whacks and cigarette burns.

We watched the Ninjas in action at Vivo city and spent more than half an hour searching for the damn car cause we didn't take note of where we parked before we left e lots. Great just great, and instead of sticking a car key into the ignition, i went to stick the house key. So a guy helped me with my make up after i went to his place. "Don't worry Geri, i do it all the time". I feel ashamed because he knows much about eyebrow pencils, shadows and foundation than me. Boo.

Well, thanks for everything for the past two weeks. Because it's not everyday you meet someone who treats you so. Just ditch the parties and create our own sand castles aight, because life should be parties and then booze and then loves.

Our hopes and expectations ,
Black holes and revelations

2007-03-23T00:59:00.000+08:00

Moments

Fuck, i just had my 'moment' a while ago.
I was carrying my bowl of soup towards my laptop and i tripped over the chair beside me and i lunged forward with part of my soup falling into my laptop keyboard!!
AND,
before i went to bathe, i left my hello panda beside my lappy and when i came back i took one and the heat from the laptop melted the cream inside..
Fucking loserishly hilarious. HAHAHA. can't stop laughing at myself.

2007-03-21T13:03:00.000+08:00

Rocking Buns

I had this sudden urge to bake yesterday and today so i churned out brownies, scones and chocolate chip muffins. FROM STRATCH. Yea, except the brownies la.
I bought it just to safegaurd myself, in case all else fails.
Yeaps and i've never ever baked anything from stratch by myself before. Not too bad for my first attempt!!
I feel like martha stewart without the apron n hairdo.

2007-03-19T13:40:00.000+08:00

Coconut balms

We sat around all day screaming ourselves hoarse and checking out the cuties at the other side of the road. Was it an experience baby? Course it was, certainly was.

2007-03-16T13:54:00.000+08:00

Krabi/Koh Samui?

We're at it again!
My parents are looking into bringing us on a family vacation.
God, they must really love their daughters to keep going back to beach resorts.
I LOVE beach resorts but they might be going there just cause of us.
Love so much seriously.
We can never go enough of it. Well, might be going sometime in April - the dryest and hottest time of the year; i likeeee.
Please, please let it happen. I'll wash my clothes and change my underwear if we can go!

This time, i'll snorkel more, rock climb and bunge. My middle name will be bum.
And perhaps, i'll finally learn scuba diving since i've the moolah now.
And i'll buy more shirts like these. HEH.

2007-03-15T10:42:00.000+08:00

Inabilities

I'm basically a very tolerant person and i do forgive easily - depending on the situation.

But one thing, maybe it's too harsh but i don't forgive my close friends at a snap.

Do shit to me once, fine i'll let it go, but it will always be at the back of my head and classic, i'll forgive, but i can't forget.

It is not the matter or being petty or small-minded but if i'm close enough to you, you will know what makes me tick and what makes me work. So why the fuck do you still get me all riled up good friend? Ain't that right?

Fine, let's say you do fucked up and i get pissed off, don't do that stupid thing like 'oh she'll forget about it, i mean we're good friends' kinda crap and just sit back and let the pieces fall. Oh it's gonna fall, fall and destroy the relationship.

Actions really do speak louder than words. But sometimes, it's nice hearing those words too. I don't understand how we are so self-absorbed in our crystal world that we don't realise what we're doing is actually pissing off our friends.

Sorry, i'm so pass the stage of feeling upset. Wait, you know me, i don't ever get upset, i get angry. And when you still don't redeem yourself, you'll just be toxic to me.

Just leave our the pride, and the 'i don't need anybody' syndrome, stop trying to fit in so much and take a look at what's important.

There's no need to portray an image that you want people to see, becasue we see you as you.

And it's making yourself look and sound so stupid because i know it's a farce.

Becasue i've reached my limit and i'm just gonna let go.

Get your act together and maybe we'll be just fine.

2007-03-09T01:32:00.000+08:00

Eventual

Had so much food today cause we celebrated damien's birthday. Well, let's keep it a secret alright? I feel really bloody bad. Jap food and dessert were awesome, or shall i say eventual.

Okay, this is where tears will emerge. Met marcus, greg and nis at newton with collin and damn i didn't think i would have felt that way. They had beer and we were talking and it occured to me that things will never be the same again. Why is it that we don't ever cherish the things that are placed in front of us until it's gone that we start pining for it? I can't believe i've never said it to him before but he's like the older brother i've never had. Shit, sorry for being so emotional but i didn't expect myself to too. But it was nice knowing that i made his day. Love marcus, love you for everything that you've done for me, for the advice, for the talks, for the crap, for the late nights and i'll know that there will be more to come. love so much it hurts.
Screwy thing is that i have never felt this sadness before. An abyss really.

Anyhow, collin n i laid in front of the colonel houses on the pavements looking as the stars flew by. From wanting to leave early till staying there till we didn't want to move. Not the laziness factor but the feeling that everything was so tranquail and eventual. It's that kinda thing where people would call it a moment except that it stretches longer than that. It's a memory where we sit, talk about yesteryear and everything. Well anyhow baby boy, thanks for being there for me through laughter, tears and highness - yes i'm going soft as you would put it, but i give you the credit for knowing me better than anyone else in the whole world. Seriously. K, let's not get any mushier. But still i would like to say, I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH. And it's so fucking special.

Today's eventual, really.

2007-03-06T13:56:00.000+08:00

Dreams

My god. I dreamt that i was at the bangkok airport going back to Singapore with my new found friend, my sister and her friend.
We were trying to smuggle marijuana through the customs with new found friend saying just put it in a transparent plastic bag full of wires, the weed can't be detected or seen then.
She got through but my sister and her friend got busted.
So we wereanxiously waiting for them at the airport to hear about the outcome when sister grace showed up. She bribed the thai officers 100baht (4bucks) to let her go.
WTH. I'm dreaming of smuggling weed from one country to another???
How is that possible!!!

2007-03-05T00:37:00.000+08:00

HAPPY. HOPPY. HIPPY.

Goodness gracious me!! I have a new job and i'm loving it.
Have been working at the loofing for 3 days now, people are friendly, customers are polite and environment is great though a lil hot at times since there isn't any air-con.
Popping champange and playing cards late into the night. Hah!
Seriously, this table had a birthday celebration going on and they left a fake looking dick on the table. I wasn't aware of that and then they decided hey, why not play a trick on the innocent geri. Haha yea seriously. Fine, they called me over to the back and yea, curiousity got the better of me. So corrine started asking be about supper at night in the kitchen (cause the chefs were preparing).
So the scene was, me at the kitchen door, her in the kitchen adjacent across me and the chef in front of me.

C: Eh you eat sambal?
Me: er, not so hot la.
C: okay, then what about mixed veggie? (pointing to the tray beside the cook)
Me: Yucks, NO

Then at that point the cook, started stratching his 'balls' saying "wah, very itchy leh" and he pulled his apron aside and whipped out the fake dick!
Fuck! yea at that point i didn't know it was fake la, so i was kinda shocked, turned away and screamed FUCCK!!! Bloody hell!
And they pulled it on another server too.
Crap! but bloody funny.

So i've turned into this angelic creature into a nocturnal monstrous thing. Sleeping EARLIEST at 3am everyday n waking up EARLIEST 12pm. My days have become nights and nights have become days. LIFE'S GOOD.

And yayness! i've convinced my parents into me learning driving during this hols! initially they were apprehensive cause i wanted a lump sum but after much persuasion and sewet-talking they relented. HAH! The power of my words. Yea right.
LOOK OUT ROADS, HERE I COME.

If I could escape
And re-create a place as my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?

2007-03-01T01:50:00.000+08:00

Soft Spot
Things aren't eventual, they're only eventual when you die, or when you get diagnosed with some terminal illness or something and you see the world through blackened glasses.
Just when i thought my hols would be shit-ass boring, things are looking up up up.

As very much looking forward to AAGMM (After Annual General Meeting Meeting) at villa bali. Hey man, one cannot ignore a yearly tradition right? Anyhow, congrats to Brian and ChingChong for making team capt and viceP respectively. I forsee u guys will be great in your posts (that's using more than 10% of our brain for you). Paid a visit to Mr. Regal and Mr. Walker at our favourite drinking hole and i'm sorry if i was alil loud, but i didn't hurt anyone did i? Haha, poor brian, i kept babbling nonsense to him about the farmer stories and trying to give him advice. Happy happy was my middle name and sister grace and brother marcus came to join us too. Good good, great great! Do it again!

Working at the Loofing for the first time on monday and was it shit-ass crowded, must be me la. Didn't make any screw ups there and they opened champagne to celebrate my coming. Tasted surprisingly nice, i thought it would have been bitter. Jappo, i'm gonna polish up my dai-dee skills n beat you all HANDS DOWN.

Gawd, tuesday has been the best day ever for me this week/month. The graduates, feels so weird calling them that, went out to kel's place for gambling. Dennis ahhh, can't believe how sauy u can be laaa. We were playing in-btween and he had an As and a Kings, so he put 2bucks on e table and it came out Kings! I mean what were the chances! Our small 10cents each round amounted to 40bucks. Haha scary, my hands were trembling. .
Went exploring, courtesy of cheng's and kel's cars at NTU and then Lim Chu kang. And i drove!!! Yipeee! Shit, i think i'm a damn good driver. Hahaa i can drive straight and i drove at like 90km/h. SHHIiiOOkk. Can't wait to get my license.

And surprise surprise, it's a wednesday night and i'm not at mambo. Feels damn weird. But i've decided to be a good girl today and let my parents sleep without worries. Hahaha, 1145pm after ghostrider:

Jappo: Eh, feel like going mambo now leh
Me: Huh seriously? Actually i feel like going too.
Jappo: You want? I don't mind
Me: Nah, better not, i think my parents would nag if i go.

SEEE!
but i'm suffering from withdrawal symptoms now. fuck.

2007-02-23T22:21:00.000+08:00

Filters

Chinese new year this year was quiet with my cousins having gone overseas. Well, the usual dinners and then there was mahjong!! Yes, i bloody suck at it. I had no tai at all and i was playing straight and i still went to pong because i was 3 of a kind. Great, just great. Hahaha well, that was gibberish to those who don't play mahjong.
I bought this pair of zara jeans, oh gawd it's so nice that i think i'm about to hyperventilate. Worth every penny of my 90bucks. HAh, went to Loof at the Loof for a job interview and we ended up staying for 4 hours having 1 for 1 all night. Great !! I'll be working there so check me out! And damn it, we thought there were fireowrks that night but noooooo.

Anws, MAMBO JUMBO WAS SO GOOD LAST WEDNESDAY. Sneaked chivas in through collin's pants and had vodka lime with no vodka i presume. Got a lil bit high and gave cheap loving to everyone. No, it wasn't only because i was high but i really heart you guys okay? Really really do. Saw HISFISNESS and gawd so cute can i marry you? Shaddup collin and jy okie. Charming is the word please. You shouldn't have let me go. Haha, went outside and met fergie and egyptian babe. I think she had a thing for collin and fergie was oh so rolly and polly like. Stupid move to go out though becasue it was packed and they didn't allow anyone in. So, i had to sneak collin in. HAHAHAH. And my plan to act drunk and vomitted totally didn't work. GOOD GOOD GOOD! Let's do it again and again and never ever stop!
Some cheese, you like?
I JUST HAD TO SAY THAT. HAHAHAH.

Ended up sleeping at 7am because we had late night supper of maggie mee and pork. So much for staying up to watch movies. You guys are WEAK. Slept at mere 5 hours cause we didn't want to waste the day and ended up walking underwater for the rest of the time.
I like strawberries. You like?

GANJIA, PICTURES PLEASE.

2007-02-18T13:21:00.000+08:00

BABY LOVING

A whole night out of loving with my babies just keep my smiles.
We unfolded ourselves with shopping at Zara, taking shelter from the rain and then camwhoring at Taka and talking about 10/20/30/40 years down the road.
Thou shall not laugh at the evil twins when we subsequently grow old. And please don't laugh at my wrinkles and dry skin next time too.

Took busy fishy 7 to town in anticipation of our youtiao and taiwanese noodles but it was closed!!! Damn it! But frog porridge hit the spot nonetheless. We were all planning to go home after that and then unexpectedly we all ended up at my place.
The high carried us arm in arm from geylang to through the night, knocking down ah-bengs and dashing across the road.
I was all set to drink that night with the evil twins, sister grace and lolo marcus. BUT lo and behold, my sister HAD to spoil the first drink for us. Sister grace: "Eh, try Chivas with root beer, my friend who loves chivas says that this is the shit". Fuck!!! Tasted bloody bad!! Not only is the combination like oil and water (you can taste the chivas and the root beer), but the more you add the mixer the worst it taste!!! Totally forcing myself to drink and in the end i gave up. Baby boy got frigging high and he couldn't really keep his eyes opened so we told supernatural stories picturing floating ghosts in our minds.

Boo, and Jappo had to go off early. What happened to staying up all night watching the pianist!!! In the end, i had to sleep on the HARD FLOOR while collin slept on my comfortable bed. Bloody hell. I love the strawberries and i swear i'll never take any advice from sister grace.

Cheap loving. i like.
Gawd, i love you twins to BITS. Hugs to pieces!

2007-02-14T17:24:00.000+08:00

Fight Club

Yay! Exams are finally over at long last! Haha, well not really at long last considering that i started on monday and ended the next day.
Happy birthday Elvarette Masda T****** (How to spell?)
Babe, hope you had a lovely birthday surprise from your fellow babes!!
We miss you when you go back to Indo!! =(
Studied at Elva's place and erm, didn't get much done. Haha, we were talking three-quarters of the time but it was great because when was the last time we did that huh!!!
And dear serene, don't worry,
i'll sure one day..... HAHAHH

BBQs took a whole new level yesterday. Check this.
SANGREA, STEAK, PREMIUM SAUSAGES, PORTEBELLO MUSHROOMS, PUMPKINS, MARINATED CHICKEN WINGS AND WINE.
Yummyliciousness.
Yes, i'm sorry. I vouched to swear off alcohol but i was forced to drink. Really, shoved under your face, up your mouth and into your nose if you don't drink kinda situation.
Got cranky high, abit but it was controllable. I didn't talk loudly so i guess that's an achievement. We sat outside our little garden accomanying the earth while she passed the night and eventually we went to crash in my caterpiller's cove.
Booze loves company.

2007-02-10T23:40:00.000+08:00

Buttons

And so this week we discovered that i really AM Singapore Idol material, belting my guts out to Oasis and the BSB. Maybe we could form the awesome mix group and sell millions.

Studying on Tuesday was awesome!! I actually studied a grand total of 4 hours straight without feeling sorry for myself. Hehe! My attention span's usually for only 2 hours MAX. Well Collin, you must have done something right after all. Went running after that and shit ass tiring. But we treated ourselves to frog legs after that with sister grace, glor and dre who was so gracious to give us a ride. Exhausting trip i tell you, and after that we went talked to prosties to buy counterfeits. Bloody hell, my blog isn't irritating.
Seriously i swear with my hair that study periods are the time where i gain the most weight. I met up with celeste at simply bread to study. My sister kept feeding us non-stop!! Pork sandwich, ceasar salad, apple juice, cinnamon rolls, ice tea, chicken sandwich and hot chocolate all within a short span of 4 hours. Which we spent 85cents for. Treat me nice and maybe i'll bring you there one day.

Studied so hard for two days cuase i was to be a canoe instructor for P5 kids. And this job just confirmed the fact that I HATE KIDS. Bloody stupid creatures who cannot think. No, it's not that i think they're insensible. It's just that they're so bloody sheltered and pampered that they don't bother to try doing things for themselves - just the unhealthy mindset that 'oh, anything i can ask the teacher whaaat'. Fuck, cause it was the first batch (of 300) students (i wanted to type stupid) so we thought that they could at least paddle so we let them. Gawd! They couldn't even rotate e paddles correctly and they soon drifted from one beach to the other. And these two girls who were out just refused to paddle and kept shouting 'help instructor, we're drifting, we're drifting!!'. Omg. 'Where do we put out bottles? Eeee, i don't wanna go down, so dirty.' Worst!! They sit in the canoe (which are on the beach) and expect you to pull them into the water!!
The first day was damn bad. It was slave labour for the 5 of us. We had to load 21 S2s and 5S1s, paddles and lifevests all by ourselves to the beach. Since they were primary school kids, they didn't have to strength to carry the boats on their own, so we had to help them one by one launching off and coming back. Time to wash up, we had to carry all the boats to the trolley and then wash up and then load them back on our fucking own. Cheap labour doesn't get any cheaper. Oh and i hate indians, first time i ever shouted at one in public. Die blackie, just die.
Okay, but apart from shit labour and stupid kids, it was really fun just sitting there soaking up the sun - island life. Haha, it was clear frigging skies for two days straight and all of us got burnt. I have swollen lips, peter has a red nose, cheng n cc are peeling and clemence, erm dunno. HAHA.

And CC you missed out on so good shit yesterday! We were treated to crabs, on-ni, promfret. And ganjia is a water tumbler who can down up to 3 cans of drinks per dinner!!!

2 years just flew by like that. Awhile ago we were all playing together. Well, it was good catching up with all of them again. Thanks QY, YL and Val for organising e BBQ. Massive carbon poisoning and i think i need to run tmr.

Mammy's birthday dinner is tmr but she doesn't turn
** till 14th Feburary.
But happy birthday because you've been the best mother =)

-OUT-

2007-02-04T16:46:00.000+08:00

Fog me not

Past week have been crazy and i swear i'm gonna swear off alcohol for a while now.
I can't believe what happened to my on friday night. It must have been the tiredness of the week combined with the drinks that made me combust.
Anws, i had just ONE drink at tantric - blue spin, which was kick ass strong okay. I shared half with white and i gradually got high. We went to taboo after that, a gay club, and i was already drunk then so i vaguely remembered asking the bartender whether he was gay and a pity because he was so cute. I think his reply was something like "um, the staff who usually work here are all straight", and i think i went something like, "right, and my name is polly". Fuccckk!
Anyhows, i started puking everyone, on the floor, outside the road, in the cab.
Alcohol really brings you hell low and you wallow in your own waste though you know it.
I stumbled up into my room without changing out of my puke laden clothes, i just plonked right onto my bed. I vomited at every 20 minute interval on myself, the bed and the floor.
If not for my sister who came back, i would probably have slept through the night like that.
Bloody disgusing and i can't believe that i would gone down so low.
My throat hurts now and everything i drink tastes salty. Aftermath is no fun.

But i still dragged myself to bla bar black chic though. Hah, and i didn't have any drinks though they were free. Tramautised. Anyways, we ditched the party after awhile and went to watch Apocolytpo. Gory movies aren't known as the Mel Gibson thing for nothing man. I thought Apocolypto was Aragon! And i constantly expected to see a dragon coming out. So the beginning of the movie was set in a jungle with the tribes hunting. Lex, who was sitting beside me bore the brunt of my blurness. Through the first half of the movie, i kept asking him...

Me: Eh lex, i thought there are dragons in this show?
Lex: Huh, are there dragons? Don't have what...

After 5 minutes later:
Me: Lex, where are the dragons, i still dont' see them
Lex: Maybe they'll come out later

Even later:
Me: Seriously, are we in the right cinema??? This show is about DRAGONS!!!
Lex: Correct la just watch!!!

Finally:
Jeremy: You stupid la!!! Are you talking about aragon or apocolypto?!

Well, i mean anyone could have made that mistake right.. bloody hell, i was kept in the dark for half and hour before it was revealed to me that i was watching i show that i thought was something else.
Too much drinks do affect the brain functions.

2007-01-31T01:24:00.000+08:00

Prunk

If i slept like i did on sunday night then everything will fly.
I slept from bloody 11pm - 12pm and then from 2 - 5pm in the afternoon.
Wth is wrong with me.
Maybe my body's shutting down.
But sunday was some shit.
Well done for all completers of the marathon, especially the medalists!
And why didn't you all go for frogs after that????!!!!
U missed out something really good u know!

Life's tentative for me now.
I'm just tetering on this seesaw that falls on either side and all i can do is watch as it hits the sand. Well, screw this shit cause i'm gonna sleep now.

She said 1, 2, 3 turn you head and look around,
cause you look so fine and i really wanna make you mine.

2007-01-27T01:26:00.000+08:00

Abyss

i'm stuck in this dark hole that i can't get out of.
I just zonk out at times staring into space while fighting this urge to jump.
Jump from somewhere i don't know.
I want to get out but i can't.
What the hell is happening to me?
I'm on a downward spiral to the back of my mind.

2007-01-24T23:56:00.000+08:00

Fart

I screamed, walked, crapped and jumped but i still have no inspiration.
So i took my dogs down for a walk today and they ended up crapping on the grass.
Oh no, wait a minute, that wasn't crap, it was just soil that looks like crap so let's just ignore it.
The cute caucasian kid took snowy in her arms and i had the fleeting image of chopping her arms out so she can release my dog.
Maybe inspiration is derived from that or i just need more lunches.
Oh guess what, i lunched with the stars today.
I need more weed cause i smell my dogs from here. I'm bending too low and i need my table again.
Fuck this post, so fucking stupid.
They say death reveals all life meaning so just cut yourself till u bleed your name.
I need moolah and maybe i'll sell my body for it.
Ya right and you can eat this _|_

2007-01-24T01:51:00.000+08:00

Globe-trotting

Took a day trip to country T with the J yesterday and boy was it a fun-filled adventure.
Stopped by first to try their famous and well-known noodles that had me salivating in anticipation while J decided to opt for something healthier at the local bakery.
The weather was great as usual with winds and sunlight streaming in. The things there were so cheap it was unbelievable!! I bought a pair of skinny blacks, top and shoes for 100baht.
I was finally able to catch Blood Diamonds which was yes, cheap, YAYA (if u didn't watch the movie you wouldn't have got that!)
Bloody hell, J got checked for an NC-16 movie. Damn frigging embarrassing!
First, the lady at the ticketing booth asked how old she was, well she was joking but STILL.
Secondly, the uncle who collected our tickets asked how old she was. And he wasn't really convinced.
Singapore's weather is getting worse casue i'm having respiratory problems these days. Too much of it. And Paul just made it worse. Thankfully, i didn't meet Paul at the Mall if not i would have died in my sleep.
Cheerio.

I wish i was special,
so fucking special.
But i'm a creep.

2007-01-21T18:25:00.000+08:00

Sexay

Bitch! What happened to all my pictures that i posted up in my previous post!!!
okay, anyhow, open house was a baanngg.
Our laziness made us do away with baking cookies and so J and i went around school terrorizing booths and ogling at hifiness.
So magnum had this demonstration area and they were allowing people to try free stunts. J did it and how can i not possibly do it though i was scared outta my wits bloody hell!
The stunt went like that, two guys standing standing beside me and i had to jump onto their palms while they hoisted me upright into the air.
Gawd, i was tangibly shivering when i had that spectacular view of the atrium and the whoooosh, i came down with a sweep. Exhilirating.
Free milo, cotton candy, popcorn, swensens ice-cream, hifiness just a few metres away. Absolutely shiok.

i had open house duty as a counsellor for the FMS booth in the convention centre and saturday and boy did i meet plenty of whacked jobs. It's like hello, are you coming for shopping or what? Please DO NOT take our much wanted pamphlets to see what 'we're about'. We had to go to an extent of screening them to make sure they're worhty for a booklet. haha
Lotsa weird cases for instances.
Example 1:
Lena: hi can i help you boys?
Boys: yea we're actually interested in mass comm.
Lena: Oh i see, what aspect of masscomm are you interested in?
Boys: And we're from acs barker.
SO!?!?!!??!

And then there were the CMIs. Can't string even a full proper sentence together. Sorry CHS, over there.
It really takes all kinds.
And i swear, Lena and i make the WORST OF THE WORST tour guides ever!
We started off with a group of 9 and then it dwindled to 3 and then they disappeared!
We lost our whole frigging tour group in a short span of 10 minutes.

Pan labryinth was the shit.
The critic who rated it low, should prolly find another job.
Babel and Painted Veil up next thanks.

2007-01-19T00:12:00.000+08:00

Hard Candy

Pedophiles beware, Hailey's gonna come around to catch your balls.
I did bad today. I stuck my unfinished candy floss onto a tree.
Well , it did look green and hey, feed the ants.
Brownies today were baking hot but out oatmeal cookies turned out to me a whoop.
We stayed for 4hours under our umbrella house having respiratory problems and then while at dinner we found my crotch biting dog.
We let the worms outta cans but i still love you tad n co. =)

2007-01-15T00:21:00.000+08:00

Fiesty

It really hit home when i saw the coffin entering the furnace.
Grandma's gone, she's never coming back.
This is the first time i've seen grown men, my uncles and my dad cry.
There's an empty bed downstairs now and it echos.

The days have been long but really fulfilling yet draining. Waking up at 9am in the morning and not sleeping till 3am. Catching up with my cousins, playing risk and cinderella's monopoly at the wake.
Calling everyone dysfunctional and screwed up. With good cause.
During the night service, last walk and while paying our last respects at the memorial hall, my 8 year old cousin, Tym, started LAUGHING.
At first during the night service, his shoulders started shaking and he was looking down, i thought he was crying so i tapped him, then he looked at me and burst into peals of laughter!
And then, while we were all standing around the coffin with the pastor talking, he starting laughing again! He said while the pastor was talking, he saw purple circles floating around in the air and the pastor was talking so long that he had to laugh.
Gawd.

I've been dota-ing at home, at lan shops with my sister and marcus. And we're expanding our circle with the inclusion of my cousins. HAHA. Dota!! can you imagine?!?!?!
It's quite embarassing, like when i tell people, oh i'm going to play dota now.
No, i'm not a geek thank you very much.

Are you really that emotionless?
I know that you know i'll be fine and everything but can't you show that you're at least concern bloody hell. I told you that my grandma passed away and then 3 seconds later you changed the subject.
Seriously?

2007-01-10T21:16:00.000+08:00

Grandma's 91 and she's going.

2007-01-04T18:09:00.000+08:00

YODEL!

I'm at it again. I'm supposed to churn out a 800-1000 word essay by tomorrow but i'm staring at my computer. This is what i've typed in the last one hour
"Of course, what's buildings, facilities and shopping without people right? Thailand is not called the Land of Smiles without reason".

Kinda screwed now but my brain processing power seems to be on a standby mode. And from today onwards, i'm never ever ever ever gonna print anything from the canteen 2 print shop ever again. I SWEAR.
Fucking cheebye (no i don't curse it, it just emphasizes my point). I wasted half and hour there trying to get the fucking auntie's attention to print colour. In the end, i was told, it's $1.30 per page. What.the.fuck. You're gonna charge me 1buck30 per page just for a colored 3cmby3cm logo at the top left hand corner of the page.
Fucking hell, totally wasted my fucking time. Screwed up bitches.

Ah well, school's coming to a close in a month's time and it's sad really. Despite the workload and the rush of assignments, i really enjoy going to school. We bitch, we hang around and hey! my grades are doing fine this sem - for once.
Tmr's a friday, Timbre anyone? The UnXpecteds are playing and i could use a free drink. Damn, i'm so into live bands now. I think it rocks to just sit back and listen to them play. Haven't gone to one? Man you haven't lived.

2007-01-02T13:49:00.000+08:00

Slap Labels

God. Before i start on my whole this is the new year essay, Pengerang was fantabulous!
Cycling as usual but this time we made loads of stops to take pictures and make merry. HAHA.
Seafood was delicious and we had the usual crabs, crayfish, praying mantis prawns, chicken etc.
Shit, the crayfish sauce was so mouth-watering. It's like melted butter in a plate which was ten times better.
The weather was great and i got myself a shirt tan again! Bloody hell, it wasn't easy for me to get rid of that. Ah well, but sacrifices have to be made. Sunshine boozed friends drank their beer at night while i watched them eating my prata and drinking my hot milo. A much healthier option if you ask me.
Happy birthday bernard! I hope you enjoyed our gargantuan banana and deeelicious watermelons. Happy birthday JAPPPOOO. Finally you can while live bands with me. I love you!!! =)
We saw kitty there again and i really hope it survives.

Haha look at lex and nis!The rope snapped and he 's really hanging in midair!No i'm really not smelly.

Okay now for the new year resolution part. It's not considered as a resoslution but i hope i can continue to be and do what i want. As age progresses, it becomes increasingly difficult to do so because of committments and responsibilities. So i'm going to embrace it while i still can.
Looking back on 2006, this is the year that i've matured the most. Flowers bloomed, shit fell and i think i've almost found myself and this is who i was looking for.
I've clubbed, i've drank, i've gotten into trouble but i still love mambo. HAH.

2006-12-30T00:24:00.000+08:00

SUNSHINE BOOZED FRIENDS

I slept a mere 4 hours the night before because i couldn't fall asleep. Wriggling my toes in excitement and anticipation of the delicious steamboat that we were to have tonight!
Feck it, because the bloody air-con wasn't working so i tossed and turned like a raw meat on a bbq grill all night. HAHA.

Right, was supposed to meet the evil twins at marina at 7pm but so usual, the stupid tadpole was late. So atypical of her HUH! You owe us so big for always waiting for you.
Damn, we're quite small eaters judging from the amount that we forced down.
One plate of meat, seafood and a pot of my fantabulous soup and they're gone.
Haha, yes, i made the soup!! And it was oh so yummy because i put in a variety of herbs and spices, courtesy of my home grown recipe.
They took live prawns from the pond and it was in a tuperware. We actually took out 3 prawns and we had the intention of bringing them home. I mean, they were very much alive and kicking (well not really) and it was so inhumane because we either scalded them alive or grilled them alive. Ah well, but after my superb butter prawns, we decided to cook all of them.

Cycling and seafood for 2 glorious days! My stomach really needs a rest. I swear, when i come back i'll start on a fruits diet. Maybe for 1 day. HEEHEE.
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!! =)

2006-12-28T23:21:00.000+08:00

Sunshine boozed friends

I was in paradise named phuket for 6 glorious days.
It was sunshine, clear skies and blue waters the whole time and we bummed around the beach everyday becoming a couple of half baked money asses.
Our daily routine consisted of,
Waking up for buffet breakfast at 930am,
hitting the beach till afternoon with our cold coconuts in hand,
back to the hotel room for a rest,
out for shopping and dinner till late.
Of course we managed to squeeze in a city tour, island hopping around the different island of phi phi and such, sorkelling, jet-skiing, para-sailing and elephant riding.
Shopped till we dropped and baked till we blackened.
AH I LOVED EVERY SINGLE SECOND.

Christmas came and complimentaries from DFS we had an unlimited supply of alcohol.
Who knew chilling in the comforts of your estate could be that fun.
I'm so sorry if i spouted and sprouted nonsense.
Hahaa, all i remember was me saying "follow the rythm" and going on and on about god knows what. Poor collin bore the most of it. HAHA, well too bad you were beside me.

Mambo on wednesday and hell loads of people. Fortunately we went early to get our stamp.
Man, music wasn't really good. Too crowded and bad bad bad beats.
Ah well, all's well that ends well?

2006-12-18T11:09:00.000+08:00

Screw this dunk

BYE BITCHES!!!
In 8 hours time i'll be flying off to country T or island P, leaving the dread and gloom behind. Haha. Right and i haven't even started packing yet.
My parents are making us leave our home at 430 just to chop seats. omfg please.

So what happened yesterday was that i went over to J's house for detoxifying which didnt' really work. And it rained the whole bloody day that we had difficulties cycling.
The road was so slippery and the grass was slimy and i had to take extra-precaution in manouvering my bicycle across the many obstacles we faced.
Then, i saw this big fat branch lying in the middle on the (extremely wet n slippery) pavement. I did my bestest to avoid it but somehow, my bicycle wheel went over that fecking branch. My bike slid and i fell sideways onto the muddy grass. Bloody hell, even my bike chain came out.
Boo, J had to help me fix it. Hahaha shit, wth is wrong with me, i'm becoming fecking accident prone.
Heehee, after all these years, i'm still pretty. =)

Put your heart in my hands You’ll be safe here
Heh, little boys and their toys.

Something died in me. I want it yet I don't want it.
All that thinking just makes me tiiirrreeed.
So, what's this persona?

She's the one with red apples.

2006-12-17T00:20:00.000+08:00

Seat-Grabbers

In order to get the best out of lives, we have to learn from these seat-grabbers we see so often on buses or trains. It doesn't matter that they already have a seat in a crowded bus, it doesn't matter that an old woman is standing, but just CHEONG for that single seat or a better one away from that smelly old man.

Wala's my favouritest place now because they have live bands which allows me to request my all time favourite - Oasis don't look back in anger. The Unexpected were unexpectedly good. No, not good but FAB. They're playing today too! But i was wasting my life away in town blowing nitrogen bubbles.

DXO's weird. I enjyoed myself yet i found it amatuerish at the same time. The crowd was our age but they were mostly JC kids and the decor and way i was treated made me feel as though i was at some underaged/JC party. No not that i have anything against JC people. I mean hell they have the right to club and drink their brains out but i can't help it if i avoid them because they cluster in big groups and squeal like pigs and mass dance together right?
And what about the bar where ladies had to queue to get their free drinks. It was just a bloody empty counter with a bartender miserably filling up unwashed cups with his bar gun and vodka bottle from below.
Anyways, apparently a fight broke out outside DXO and this guy 'broke his head'. Big case cause the police were all over the place and the amblulance came. Talk about chasing a news-story. This photojournalist we were talking to said that upon hearing the sirens, he followed the cars to the club. HAHA and that was like what? 4am in teh morning.

Guess what!! I passed my driving!! Okay fine, my basic theory evaluation. But i can only take the actual test on the 8th of Jan. BOO! So i can't start driving just yet. Feck! And erm, i'm changing to manual. AGAIN. Hey roads, look out for me.

Apparently, i'm feeling bitchy today.

2006-12-12T15:20:00.000+08:00

Cash Slot

So many first for me this weekend.
First - Wala's live band. Filling my white wine with water so it looks like i still have drinks.

First - Falling off the chair outside Mos Burger, westmall. It was so so so embarassing! We were seated al fresco outside Mos and i was sitting near the step and below the step were bushes. So Marcus came back with the drinks and everything and i wanted to shift nearer to the table. I lifted up my chair and sat down. Oh gawd, one of the legs got stuck beyond the step and i didn't realise it so i sat down. I started falling backwards and everything was like slow motion. I could see Marcus standing there, my sister (after realising what was happening) started laughing, and the people around me. Then i landed in the bushes with my companion beside me. Bloody hell! Stupid woman diagonally across started laughing. HAHAH, thankfully it wasn't lunch hour.

First - Eating 3 candy flosses at one row!!! It was free and i love candy floss so i just down it! I wanted more but they stopped me =(

First - I signed up for driving!!!! Yes! I enrolled at BBDC and am going down today to register for my basic theory lessons. oh, i changed my mind. i signed up for auto instead. lazy lahhh.
haha. totally outta place at BBDC. like a couple of ditz at the wrong place.

We're watching media violence clips for comm issues now.
Scary how we're all densitized to violence in shows.
How we see it as the norms.

2006-12-12T01:31:00.000+08:00

What?

Life's more than booze, money, hot people, love?
Let's not kid ourselves.

Superficial. Check.
Truth? Check.
I wouldn't have thought it would have lasted this long but it has. And i can't get it out.
Why? No idea.
So here i am, deluding myself.

2006-12-08T00:06:00.000+08:00

UP UP UP!

Maybe my room represents my life.
Like how cluttered and littered it is, but i still live with it.
Haha papers strewen all over teh place, wires dangling off the tables but i can't be bothered to pack it cause my efforts with come to nought by the next day.

Been a long time since a proper update.
But well, BEEG relief from finally handing in my website. Minutes, hours and days of sweating and tearing my hair out over broken links and missing images.
Strolling down town at night to take pictures of my 'journey at clarke quay' which finally landed us up at Mambo.
And discovering that my lecturer ain't that bad after all! and yes steph, i agree that he's kinda sexy. hahaha! omg i'm turning into her.
One day, i plan to write a book. A those poly years. Really. Fuck it, but i just need to know how to start. hhaha.

Thrills these days include spinning on the wheely chair ten times till we can't walk straight.
But then we're already straightened out inside.
Well, i like Corrs, u2, oasis, travis. It doesn't suck. It's contemporary.
Terribly random blues.
Speaking of blues today i wore blue all over.
Didn't realise it till marcus pointed out.
Blue top, skirt, bra and YES PANTIES. hahah
TO ALL THOSE HAVING COMMON TEST, HAHA I'VE NOTHING TO MUG FOR!
OKIE OUT!.

2006-12-05T10:49:00.000+08:00

Jaded

The past week has been the worst of my life.
What i would do to take it all back.
i'm living in a daze, nothing motivates nothing thrills anymore.
Just waiting.

From my website being so screwed up, to stand chart being so torturous to things going so terribly wrong.
i've locked myself up in my own world.
I don't need a break, i've been broken.
To think i could be so frivolous in the past, fuck this is being so emo.
Just a week ago i was bloggin about how i don't reflect.
This isn't about reflecting anymore, this is punishment.
I don't feel anything anymore, i don't hear people talking, i don't know what i'm doing.
i say fuck you to all of you for your stupid antics and immature acts.
because there are things and points out there to consider.
Things just don't revolve around us.
Just let me get past this.

2006-11-28T01:18:00.000+08:00

Ponder

Drive me to Geylang anyday and feed me with frog leg porridge and unhealthy desserts till i puke.
Being a smart ass as collin always presumes he is, we took boarded 16 from suntec and dropped at the indoor stadium and walked tons of km to geylang.
Bloody hell, walked along the canal and saw two fishers reeling in their catch and guess waht it was. FUCKING HELL, a bloody water SNAKE. Yes! It was black, long, slimy, evil-looking and it was wriggling on the hook!!!
Ya, and my biggest phobia are snakes. They make my skin crawl and i cringe whenver i see them on tv/pictures or live i'll just freaaak out.
Shit, i jsut stood rooted on the spot too afraid to move. ahaha.

Okay seriously, everyone i know spends time to think about stuff or just reflect.
Like, no matter how stupid it is: i.e. studies, relationships, looks etc.
But i don't!! Like, my posts are rarely emo, (I hate emo blogs btw),
i don't think about things before i sleep or while walking home.
I mean should i? Is is normal that i don't.
Fuck la, i'm not an air-head please.
Hmm, let's try. What's bothering me right now..ASSIGNMENTS.
That's the main one. But it can be done, it can be solved so i guess there's no point in me thinking about it.
That's kinda my motion i guess. Why should we think so much about things?
Just do what you like as and when.
Hell, i'm not irresponsible, i just live.
Normal?
I guess. HAHAA

You want me to think? WELL, PHUKET HERE I COME!
GLORIOUS SUN, SEA N SAND FOR 6 DAYS STRAIGHT.
WE'LL GO SNORKELLING, DIVING, PARASAILING, JET-SKIING AND LET'S GET SUMMER BOYFRIENDS WHILE WE'RE AT IT.
Screw you all, but i love you too!
OUT

Look me in the eye and tell me you don't find me attractive.

2006-11-25T20:31:00.000+08:00

RAWR

and i've finally handed up that assignment that i was moping over, after 4 whole day!
Screw it, i could have finished it within a day but due to some unforseen circumstances...HAHA
Rushed home on thurs with collin to do my paper and we found ourselves tanning under the blue skies with me squinting at my lappy. Fuck, took one hour to complete my work and as soon as i was done, the clouds blocked the sun. BLOODY HELL.

Well, fried dinner and curse to all who laughs at people's disabilities and terrorises waitresses to braid my hair.
French braids are cool and MOS was bloody crowded with the line snaking all teh way into the shopping centre. But hey! thanks to ethan we had VIP tickets.
VIP = Very Important People = Geraldine.
Despite that, i didn't enjoy myself much though. The main floor, which played the best music that night, was so packed that you hardly had space to move around, much less breath.
Move an inch, you touch someone's crotch, move another and you go in.
Okie, fine, i was just claustraphobic.
Give me my MAMBO anytime fuck!

and... HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALFRED!!
And i shall proclaim my new fave watering hole - CHIJMES.
I just love the outdoor concept, the people and of course, the price of the price.
Surprisingly, it wasn't that crowded for a friday night and a bottle of Chivas cost merely 150.
Guys! I really mean my cheers but if you didn't catch it, well here's it!

Alfred: hmm, since you rated canoeing first, ALL THE BEST TO YOUR LIFE AS A CANOIEST.
JS: You're gonna start at SIM soon, so you'll do well in your studies =)
Serene: TO YOUR STUDIES
ChingChong: Haha, hope you become a successful model.
Kel: To your relationship!
Ethan: Cheers to clubbing and drinking.
Lex: I really hope you can get together with her, cause i think you're a nice bloke. hahaha
Dennis: i don't wanna say what i said last night. hahaha! so, since you always say you want a girl, cheers to your future girlfriend and hope she's not scrweed up!
Cheng: To you being boyish and humourous
Bernard: Cheers to you opening up!

At least i didn't get drunk and scream at anyone last night. Oh, maybe we did singing chasing cars at the top of our lungs with the wind in our hair. I love cars and thanks for sending me home last night kel.

2006-11-20T18:01:00.000+08:00

Hello, Stranger.

There is a new age kind of living and healing that comes with everything new.
As we advance into the the numbers to the millenium grow, everything that has become familiar to us becomes more sophisticated and advanced.
Ok, come off the soap oprea now already.
The holistics living exhibit at fort canning was really a jolt to where we stand in terms of medicine and science today.
Gone are the days where we slap tiger balm to our skin to reduce the aches.
Hello magnetic chair, where the conductivity of the chair aims to balance the charges in our bodies.
Hello, deeksha where the passing of cosmic energy from one person to antoher enables you to feel lighter and mroe relaxed.
In-te-rest-ing.
I've got my palm read and my body diagnosed.

According to two people who tested my insides, my liver, pancreas and lungs ain't that good.
All by just using a wooden stick to poke at my thumb and another by me holding some metal rod from which it tells that what's with me.
Amazingly accurate the wooden stick, he could pin-point who just recovered from a flu, who's constipated and who's prone to certain illness that's heriditary.

My palm was read today and this was what Master Khor said and to sum it up.
I'll travel alot, have a high social life, have a good life in general as money isn't a problem.
My relationships are based on attractions, i won't marry lower, my husband would be lucky to marry me and i'll be involved with someone exotic. HAH.
I hope it's true! Though i'll take it with a pinch of salt.
Some things he said were accurate though, like me doing business or communications to having a lot of good guy friends. And because of that i've to be careful not to fall into temptation. HAHA.
Collin has a fish!! Which makes him lucky. Apparently only 10 in 1000 has a fish on their palms. Yun will becoem famous, ade will become successful.
Well, we shall see whether it'll come true.
If it does, i'll have famous and successful friends. haha

If you read up to here, well done.
FUCK. Trying to blog so much because i don't want to start on my CommIssues.
Today was supposed to be a stay at home and do my work day.
Technically i stayed at home.
I woke up at 11am.
But i didn't start doing till 5pm.
HAHAH FUCKING HILARIOUS.
at 330 when i was attempting to start, i opened the assignment brief and i stoned at my computer for an hour.
Why?
BECAUSE I DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO START AND I FELT SORRY FOR MYSELF.
HAHHA!
Fecking loser, hahahaha! staring aimlessly at the computer screen for an hour cause i was feeling hopeless and sorry for myself. hahaha.
okie i'll resume my work. BLOODY HELL.

Beautiful people.

2006-11-18T00:36:00.000+08:00

Come, play with me.

Radio assignment has finally been handed up.
Yes, that one that has been eating up our lunch hours, after school hours and even spending friday night till 9pm at the daws.
But it was all good, and i think oru magazine turned out mighty fine.
I seriously think certain people cannot co-inhibit together for fear of going insane.
I.E. steph, deone, marcus, glen, jason, celeste and i.
Haha, laughing till we all develop 6 pacs each.

My legs look nice, but not my face in this pic. haha Bloody hell marcus stepped on my foot. He's doing the crutch dance.Let me puke at his horrid dance. Our baby. Look closely.

Addie's apple laptop is so cool.

Slip inside the eye of your mind,
don't you know you might just find, a better place to play.

2006-11-13T09:34:00.000+08:00

WE LOST BY 2 SECONDS TO OTHER DRAGONBOAT TEAMS REGATTA BUT CONSIDERING THAT THEY WERE DRAGON-BOATERS N WE, CANOEIST, WEH MY IN-BETWEEN GOODIE WHO MADE ME WASTE 50BUCKS BECAUSE I TURNED OUT LIKE A GOLDEN MONKEY BUT STILL I THINK IT'S PRETTY DARN COOL N MARK SPENCER IS OUR VERY G THEN I GOT MYSELF WASTED 2NIGHTS IN A ROW AND I'M SO SORRY FOR BEING A STUPID DRUNKEN AND RAMBLING NON-STOP AND PUKING ON ALL YOUR SHOES LIKE A WATER FOUNTAIN BUT I STILL HAVE TO SAY IT THAT I BEER'S MIGHTY FINE AND I THINK IT ROCKS TO BE HIGH.
I LOVE YOU ALL!!
HELL LOADS OF PICTURES TO UPLOAD BUT,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNSHENG!!

SHUT UP NOW, HONEY!

2006-11-08T09:20:00.000+08:00

Revelations.

Interpersonal enables you to know yourself intrapersonally.
The word emo came up numerous times while watching Subaru Impreza outside Taka and listening to emo songs (there's that word again)
Eh, let's take part in the competition next year so three of us can win a car each ya? Hahahaa totally stupid collin. TOTALLY. They only give out ONE car per year, my dear.

Anws, it was really an astronomical revelation for me this one.
We were asked to rate how emotional each of us were (NOT EQ) when it comes to stuff.
Before the rating, i thought i was an empathetic, sensitive, heart-feeling person and all that gibberish that comes with being emotional. HAHA
But NO, i rated 4/10!!!
Because i get angry. I don't get sad.
Which makes me think back to everything that has ever upset me in the past.
FUCKING REVELATIONS OF REVELATIONS.
I've been upset and cried before but that was only for awhile because the sadness (or what's left of it) always quickly generates itself into anger.
Every.single.thing.that.makes.me.unhappy.i.get.angry.
2/10 sadness. 8/10 anger.
Fuck collin, i do NOT need anger management classes.
Because you know you'll never get upset over things, people. stuff.
Because it's simply NOT WORTH IT.

My posts are becoming increasingly lengthy so you can stop reading now.
Projects are snaking their way back into my life.
Okie, not snaking, CHARGING.
Tues:
I got up at 6am and went to town, mohd sultan, school, editing room so i didn't eat lunch, school, training and so much freaking stuff to complete that if i don't stop now it'll flood over.

Damn, blogger screws up my uploading of pictures. So you won't get to see my award-winning picture that i took of steph n deone. Haha!!

My favourite line, was can i call you tonight.

2006-11-06T00:13:00.000+08:00

Close and wish

And then this weekend i cycled the night away, dragonboated in a chinese lake, climbed up a pagoda, ate spaggadies for the first time, fell sick for the second time and shopped again.

night cycling with jappo and it was an impromptu decision. Such that i had to cut my own bicycle lock! Bloody hell, took me at least 30minutes bending over under the dingy staircase, prespiring my butt away trying frantically to cut through the rubber and wires.
Haha, met jappo halfway and she her cycling is terrible!! Haha! she can't cycle uphill and so she got up and pushed her bike in the end. So much for cycling to town!! We only made it as far as KAP before giving up.
Laughing so hard at her that i barely had the energy to cycle.

Stayed over and went for dragonboat at chinese garden the next day.
Was a different experience rowing in the lake.
Climbed up 7 flights of steps to the top of the pagoda, scaring ourselves with stupid ghost stories. Aiyah, i have a vivid imagination. hahaha but the view was fantastic.

Spaggadies was disappointing, was stuffing ourselves just to finsih the food.
Exhausted from the day and i think that triggered the fever..again.
I slept for 13 hours that night. From 11pm - 1230pm. Wth.
Shopping shopping shopping and Jappo,
swear with the video. HAHAHAHA!!!

Are you getting me?

2006-11-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

On our own

Life lessons were taught and learnt today in PR class. There's an 'i' in independence because it means doing what you want to do, being what you want and whom you want to be with.
It's not an idiosyncratic supremacy that comes with youth and it should definately not be mistakened with self-centeredness.
But how does independence affect the people around you?
To dictate, or be dictated?
Not many people can accept such independence because so often are we keeping to our obligations and doing our best to hold the fort.
There's no way to keep everyone around us happy, so do we keep to our obligations and impede our own happiness?
We all have choices and as long as we can live with our decisions, i say live and let live.
If i were given 5 choices to choose from and i can't do it, i'll pick the 6th.
Our carefree days are numbered, so i'll embrace and be subversive about it.
LOVE LAH.

On a lighter note, i've found my jigsaw puzzle that i once lost.
It wasn't a big quarrel that drove us apart but more like a degeneration of our relationship.
I couldn't handle it emotionally so i took off.
But there are some people that cross your life, and no matter how long or far you've been apart for, you just fill.
Lunch today was impromptu and casual but who knew we could find each other again in our ol' hangout over plates of hokkien mee and cups of teh bing.
reminiscences and filling in the blanks wasn't meant for time.
Funny how fate works.
Heehee! i hope i can find my bicycle!!!
Cooking and bake-offs soon??
LOVE LAH!

Why, why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes,
Come on and come to me now.
Don't, be ashamed to cry,
let me see you through.

2006-11-01T20:48:00.000+08:00

Pop it goes

Maybe monday blues are psychological. They're just fragments of unhappiness from our brain that were collected from the week before which just accumulates and then KA-BOOM.
School life is enjoyable but when shit hits the ceiling sometimes(and it does, at one point or another), we have to spend time cleaning it off from the walls, windows and floor (ang, 2006, Tut1). Maybe we should sit back and consider our options. We didn't learn self-reflections for nothing. I mean, if there's no trust, there's no friendship right?

Monday was no blues for me, baby. It was more like a day of embarassment. Crashed collin's lecture and Jappo came in shortly after, say 30 minutes late, which caught the attention of the whole theatre and the lecturer.
Jappo walked in from the left side of the lecture hall, while collin n i were seated on the right side. As she was walking across, the lecturer said, "quickly find a place to sit please". After that, he went up to stand beside her and gave her 1on1 lecture. hHaha. Totally hilarious.

Went to watch The Prestige that night and it seriously, catch it if you've the change. It's every penny's worth. When the show finsihed and we were walking down, i thought collin was standing behind me so i tapped 'him' and said, eh it's a damn good show right?
And, fuck! ToTally wrong person!! Humiliating! The people behind were laughing at me !!! FECK FECK FECK!

I want to be healthy and strong again so i can exercise.
I want to be able to swallow my food without cringing.
I want to be able to sit with the fan on without my jacket.
ARGH.

Gunshots through the air as people fled past me.
I stand rooted to the ground till i see you.
Because we'll link arms and run together.
When i want to.

2006-10-28T00:13:00.000+08:00

YELLOW MAN IN TIMBAKTU

gawd! this post is so long overdue.
but malaysia was some fucking fantastic shit.
Went to perangnan which was some quiet fishing village (i think) but more upscale than ubin.
Ate seafood of SHARK'S FIN, LOBSTER, CRABS WITH MANTOU, PRAYING MANTIS PRAWNS, FISH, for a mere 75rm.
Rented a bicycle the whole day and cycled with the team and cher till our butts almost cracked.
Hehe, actually my butt didn't ache at all.
We cycled for over 40km, along the roads, broken bridges and coast.
Feck feck feck!!
Malaysian motorists are all hooligans i tell you.
We were cycling past this bridge and on both sides were two groups of them, and they started cat-calling and shouting.
Then there was this other guy who rode his motorbike at top speed with his chest lying on the seat!! bloody hell, hope he flies off and break his neck.
Only then will he value life. HAHA.

Drinking at night and thanks guys for the WUNDERFUL surprise! LOVES.
I think ostriches are downright ugly creatures. Haha, they look so evil then i wanna chop off their necks please.
Bought whole loads of mangos and lao-pobing and other chinese sounding food.
Dunno la. just buy la. bloody cheap anws.
Fuck, and malaysia plastic bags sucks!!!
My mangos fell out from the bags cause it broke! and i had to scramble to save them!!

Stupid ferry ride gave me fibre glass cuts.
Gawd, do it again please!!

JIAYING! UPLOAD PICTURES PLEASE!

Con't
I didn't really expect what you guys did for me.
The whole idea of coming up to where i was and giving me a surprise with the papers on the floor was so sweet that i was speechless.
heehee, and that will go into my creative journal!
Loves!!!

Drgaonboating at night was beautiful.
The waters were so calm and the lights from the buildings reflected on the water.
Gawd, just sitting stationary on the boat was like breathing in peace.
The training was tough.
So tough that my back felt as though it would have broken into two.
GOOD GOOD!

AND I DONATED BLOOD TODAY!!!
Along with collin and daph.
Jappo was tooo scared to donate. hahah nvm jappo, there's always another time.
Gwad, it was damn fun.
Initially i was afraid of it hurting.
But after the person injected anethestic i was hooked.
I couldn't take my eyes off the needle and i think it was uber cool how my blood flowed.
Damn, i wanted to keep one vial of blood.
Heehee, i think my blood flowed quite fast dont' you think collin??
Poor him got poked wrongly and as a result it hurt like shit for him.
Aiyoh. HAHA.

2006-10-23T00:04:00.000+08:00

Mished Mashed.

Gawd, going to malaysia tmr with my lovely canoeiest.
I CAN'T WAIT FOR OUR FUN-FILLED ADVENTURE!!
Cycling, seafooding and slumber party!!!
YAYYYYY!

And jappo, i'll miss you =)
Really.
Tuesday night, here we come!!

Jeremy is a dumb-ass you know why?
Me: What time are you waking up tmr?
Jeremy: Morning.
DUH! and they say i'm stupid.

I've no idea what we were looking at. Cheng has a branch from his head and Chingchong sprouted branch like wings.HAHA
Love is a fucked up 4-letter word.
Ironic??

2006-10-21T00:38:00.000+08:00

AUTOMATIC, SYSTEMATIC, HYDROMATIC!

15km on wednesday was so refreshing.
Ran all the way into rifle-range and gwad what good memories it brought back from back then where we were training for round ubin.
Us girls singing songs after sunset and them guys acting macho. hahahaa
Yay elva we survived!!
Though my barbie doll hurt alot.
HEEHEE.

I smiled in my passport photo which i updated today.
Am i not supposed to? hahaa but i think i look quite nice leh..
Bloody hell, celeste and i reached lavender at 445 and they told us the place was closed.
So i had to beggg the woman to gimme a number.
Queued up for 1h just for the woman to stick the picture into my passport which took less than 5 minutes???
A supposedly quiet friday night at home turned out to be in town.
Damn, and i was supposed to pack my room.
Collin: Eh, whenever i come over to your place and then when i go back home i always feel that my house is very clean.

WTH. Feeling so utterly disturbed by that. FECK.
VivoCity with evil twins tmr.
WATCH OUT FOR US!

Soppy love shows are nice to watch,
but it's stupid because a guy would never give up everything for anyone.
It's make believe.

2006-10-18T00:36:00.000+08:00

Ponder.

School started!!!!!
Whow, actually it's not all that bad.
I like spending the day at school because i get to meet my friends for lunch!!
Okie, that sounds really stupid.
Monday was IS and omg.
Please don't go on and on and on just for the sake of passing time and talking till the cows come
home because it's completely pointless and utterly useless.
Just keep me SHARP, SHORT AND CONCISED so we can bloody be released earlier.

Ching Chong told me not to send him so many songs over msn because the police are starting to nab people.
HAAHHA. Somehow i find it quite hilarious.
But from now on, i'm gonna buy CDs.
No more downloading/sharing songs from anyone else.
Scared.

WELL WELL WELL,
COLLIN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
HAHAHA.
No more sneaking into clubs and getting checked!!

AND MINE'S NEXT TUES 24TH OCT.
SO I EXPECT SOMETHING HEH!.
Jappo, i want vouchers.
cause you know why.
HAHAHAHA.
but i'm kidding =)

Please pull through.
It's difficult but it really shocked me when you took so long to answer my question.
This should never have happened to you.
But they need you now, and you need yourself.
I wish i could do something for you.
So much.

2006-10-16T00:36:00.000+08:00

GO GREESE LIGHTNING!

Fantastic weekend i had to mark the end of the holidays.
Went dragonboating with the sprinters on saturday.
They went crazy and shouted lame as usual.
What a different feeling, with all your team mates by your side,
talking, laughing, cheering and rowing together.
You have so much fun that you don't wanna get outta the boat.
Well, JS i must say, NICE TRY FOR CORKSON.
But maybe you might wanna leave it up to jeremy.
haha, so paiseh, we went around in circles twice.

As usual, the extravagant bunch went to crystal jade and then tcc to eat.
BUT FABULOUS.
haha.
Thanks dennis and jeremy for listening to my whines.
I felt very much better after that. =)

This holiday was great.
Spent plenty of time with evil twins. hahaha crazy crazy as usual.
I seriously wanna invite you guys to my, graduation, wedding, house-warming, first job celebration, kids birthday, retirement party and EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN.
Gawd, i feel so emo.
but i really love you guys.

OUT!

2006-10-14T00:21:00.000+08:00

BAM BAM BOOM.

I think i'm just gonna retain being me.
Thanks for not changing that.
Because i love it that i don't take anything seriously.
I love clubbing, hanging out late nights, my friends HAHA.
I hate going home early because i'm left alone with my head.
I curse like a sailor sometimes and i talk loudly.
Thank you, but despite,
I'll be thinking. =)))))

Gawd, as i told her nothing is worthed everything.
Yes, and i would like that skeptic back please.

Randomness tells me that my dad extracted 5 teeth today,
and i hanged my dog upside down by her tail because she shits alot.

2006-10-13T00:54:00.000+08:00

Breakaway

Mambo yesterday was mediocre.
Shouldn't have drunk the stupid beer and long island tea.
Yah, i hate alcohol. hahaha seriously.
And the dancefloor was so crowded that we didn't really manage to make friends.
Well, partly because they were so boring too.
but, maybe we can try again soon. hahaha

gawd gawd gawd!!
I LOVE SHOPPING!
Have been shopping everyday single day except tues with collin and jappo.
We all bought similar jackets too!
Okie fine, collin was jealous cause jap n i had the same one so he went to get one too.
What a loser please. TOTALLY LEH.
Yes, and it's quite amusing that whenever we go to town, we sit at spinelli, at the same table for a few hours at one go.
We must have done that more than 5 times but not once have we bought a drink from there.
HAH, so much for cheapos!!
Yea, and whatever happened to laying low.

Well, can't wait for sunday, HEEHEEHEE.

He tries so hard.
Town is our playground,
the shops are our toys.

2006-10-08T21:50:00.000+08:00

ECC

the Eccentric Canoeist Camp has come and gone.
Sad because i had loads of fun.
It was more like a leisure camp cause of the stupid haze that spoilt water games for us.
It seems like going to town this year in bath robes was much more embarassing compared to last.
The bus ride there was hilarious. I will never forget benson screaming arcoss the bus "Collin! Collin Collin!" Omg la, mah cham his house like that.
Acted like aunties in the bus, which included the patting of seats and switching on of laterns with that horrid chinese music.
Clapping behind people's back so much so that they were afraid to stand near us.

The food was horrendously good please. I had intentions to lose weight during hte camp but i guess i ended up putting on weight.
I ate so much sweets on the last night of the camp that i got up twice during my sleep because i had the puking feeling.
And throughout the whole morning i was burping and feeling so fecking bloated.
Chilled at KAP after that - courtesy of KAP and Cold storage.
We're their best customers ever!!!

This is so emo but it really rocks when you have such good friends to pal around.
I wouldn't give it something so special for anything at all =)
HAHAHA!! EVIL TWINS, TOTALLY.

She poured out her greviances to me and asked me what to do.
i told her nothing is worthed giving up everything for unless you're absolutely sure.
But after that, then what?
Well, i say keep him, if he's willing to travel an hour to reach you just to see you for ten minutes.

2006-09-29T21:36:00.000+08:00

and then it's gone

So many things happened to me this week that it's so difficult to pen down.
As million thoughts go full throttle through my head,
I blog.

Gosh, how do i start.
Maybe i'm already up to my neck in the water but i don't see it.
Any further and i could drown.
But why stop? If we could reach the daisies on the other side.
Are you brave enough to leave with me tonight?
Our days are numbered and i need faith.
Feck, if only we could think rationally when the time comes.
But i'm still steeling myself and waiting for the club named reality to hit my head.
And there it goes.

Jappo doesn't appreciate A Beautiful Mind because she's unbale to grasp the complexities and beauty of the show. And i do think that Jennifer Conelly rocks big time.
After midnight with friends are cool.
Cooking supper consecutively for two nights in a row is crazy.
Everybody loves us because they give us treats.
Laughs and words for 3 days and 2 nights,
but we'll never run out of things to say.
Let's do it again and again and again and never get sick of each other.
HAHAH.
I seriously do think we're uber cool. HEH.

On a random note,
Thanks shanny, i love you, i love you and i love you. =)

And we turned the world topsy turvy with our magic sticks.

2006-09-28T13:46:00.000+08:00

Just for kicks

2006-09-26T12:53:00.000+08:00

My bangs

3 day 2 night stay over was rocking.
I got a free hair cut by Jappo and it looks great.
I've got myself new bangs and i think cry wolf is orgasmic.
We managed to not overdo snacks this time.
From $60 worth of snacks down to just $6 on snacks with courtesy of cold storage.
I hate ruffles but i they always insist on getting it. I HATE IT.
Terriyaki chicken wings and seaweed chicken were bloody good ah. Well done collin for frying it and burning my frying pan too!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERENE. HOPE YOU ENJOYED YOUR FIRST CLUBBING EXPERIENCE
Bloody hell, the num party wasn't as good as i expected. I thought there would be hell loads people but no!! Come 11pm the entrance was so quiet. it was like 1 quarter the crowd on a mambo night. Didn't really like the music too.
But hey, who cares when i get to show off my new bangs. HAHA.

And i had to spoil my hair by cutting my fringe yesterday night. and it looks like shit now.
Fuck! i'm gonna wear a cap from now on till it grows back!! FECKING HELL.

Before reality crashes and hits us in the face, i hope we can jump into our lil black hole to protect us from everything.

2006-09-16T00:06:00.000+08:00

Up Yours, Baileys.
Been working my ass off this week for 4 nights.
That's a mean record by far.
Spank me because i got home one night after work and snuck out again.
A fun-filled adventure awaiting me as i crept out in the darkness with my alcohol under my shirt as i went to meet superman.

Okie no seriously.
Hitched a ride from damien's buddy, sherman at 3am in the morning.
Right, not really hitched by ah well.
Crashed and was woken up by snores.
I would have liked to suffocate you with a pillow but i couldn't bear to.
The afternoon flew past as usual and we met up with Collin n Eugenia.

Slumber parties are cool casue we get to gossip and braid each other's hair.
Don't stratch me cause i'm too hot.
We got high on baileys and 7up and ate tofu in the process too.
Bols blue started having fishes in it and for once i didn't make any noise during a horror movie.
I could have jumped off the 36th storey if i wasn't laughing so hard.
The view was spectacular and i think eugenia doesn't deserve such a pretty place because she's not. HAHAHA. oh don't stratch me please.

Where it started.I can't wait for to go krabi.
I promise not to drive you crazy.
Before that, let's go snorkelling, kayaking, rock-climbing, skinny dipping and getting high
on the endless booze i promise we would have.
Till then, let's get through school.

2006-09-13T03:09:00.000+08:00

Throw rocks

When my body and feet are cursing me to sleep,
i don't know what the hell i'm staying up for.

Stupid imf thingy.
I don't care if the delegates are from all over the world.
As some wise person said, HELLO DELEGATES - STAY OUT LOCALS.
Police patroling around the city area, and even cordoning off my beloved suntec.
Bloody hell, made me and superman walk from marina square to suntec bridge only to find out that it's blocked.
Walked all the way to millenia walk to suntec.
Then back to millenia walk to city hall mrt.
and 7 hours of consecutive standing casue of work.
THROW ROCKS!!!

Work is fun.
I seem to enjoy it more and more now.
I drank a cup of lychee martini cause i made a wrong order.
heh. maybe i should do it more often.

3 more weeks and it's school again.
Next week is movie marathon and week after that is caps.
I can't wait to sleep under the stars in our hammock and drink till we puke.
Let's have so much fun that we don't even know our own name because when school beckons,
we will part again.

Tell me i'm afraid, i say run.
then i wouldn't have to look blood straight in the eyes,
and drown in my pathetic pool of sorrow.

2006-09-09T21:35:00.000+08:00

Brown pweebs.

Visited gramps at the hospital today.
She's looking much better compared to last time.
At least i see roses in her cheeks.
The fact that she's 91 and still very much lucid is uber cool.
Gramps is the feistiest old woman ever.
Don't ever cross her because she'll throw towels and whack you with her walking stick.

Dinner with the family was fun.
It's been awhile since i've chatted with mum and boy do i think she's cool.
We sat under a big tree alfresco eating rice and dishes.
Uncle Raymond has been repeatitively reminding me to drink green tea cause it's good for my complexion. And jon, he makes u sound like like a girl. HEH.
I saw my dad slip twice today.
Is it mean for me to laugh??
We had D24 durians for dessert and my auntie got us free fruits from the vendor.

My arms are feeling numb from carrying groceries from the taxi-stand to the bus stop.
i found out today that i don't like squatting toilets.
Because i can't aim my pee properly.
Because i can see my shit coming out of my anus.
And i think it's fecking gross.

I'm so shagged now i could just close my eyes and die.
TA~

2006-09-09T00:59:00.000+08:00

Candy Floss to go.

He shaves.
He puts moisturizer on his face for that 'glow'.
He goes for facials.
He likes talking the phone because he can flex his biceps.
He watches cooking shows.
"The trick is to add the water from the boiling pasta into the gravy so that there is more flavour".
We sit in icekimo eating our nutella and he talks to me as though it's only the two of us in the shop.
That's why i smile to myself all the time.

Stay overs are cool. Getting stoned in front of the tv and eating non-stop in the middle
of the night.
I swear your mum thinks that we have ginormus appetites.
Again, time does us no justice.
At least there isn't a feeling of vunerability.
Till we past midnight together again,
I'll wait.

My Superman

2006-09-02T21:37:00.000+08:00

GULPS OF AIR

Beaching is always fun.
Coupled with great company and no school!! RAWKS.
Anws, suntanned, made friends with dogs and sweated it out.
More often please!!!

Pictures courtesy of GAN JIAYING.P.S. Cool design huh!!! actually i have no idea why it turned out like that.

I finally danced to the music in my head for the past two weeks.
After, months of abstinence from clubbing, i finally caved in.
Been to zouk for the past two weeks and omg i love it.
Getting free entry and free drinks.
What's not to love?

Can't wait for movie marathons!! =)

2006-08-30T14:48:00.000+08:00

HEALTH FREAKS!!

Late night supper with Collin, Damien and Eugenia was great.
Oh i just noticed that their first alaphabets start consecutively after each other. HAHA.
Random random Random.
Stop bullyin Mr. Prata guyys please.
Cause he's really nice because he lets us smoke pot there.
Eh, please be serious okie??
I couldn't resist and i had to bring my constipated self to the toilet to laugh my ass off.
It's not his fault that he's has a big tummy and talks as if he has a banana stuck in his throat okie?
No nutella yesterday but hell, belgium chocolate and cookies and cream were pretty damn good.

Honey, eggs are 3am in the morning are alright.
But not with added cheese and mayo.
Pancakes aren't that fattening.
But not with sugar and loads of butter and syrup.
Prata isn't that unhealthy.
But not with the huge amounts of curry.
NOW WHO'S GUILTY!!!
but i would love to eat nutella on waffles with you till it comes out of my ears.
2 nights in denial. No balls!! =(

Subversive

2006-08-25T11:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY MAMBO!

After a long hiatus from night life, i've finally did it again.
It was the perfect occassion with exams and projects down to pat.
to all masscommers
WE SURVIVED AND WE RAWK SHIT FOR JUST DOING THAT.
JY we so deserve to let go..

Mamboed the whole night. We barely stepped into future because as usual, it was frigging crowded. There was barely enough space to move from left to right.
So jiaying, lex and i stayed at happy mambo throughout the night.
HAHA sorry kenneth!! Who asked you to stick at phuture
Uber cool cause we saw jeremy n joel, who are ALWAYS at mambo.
Haha they introduced me to an uncle who owns the coffeeshop across the street.
Met jy friends and clubbed a lil then off to limp prata and horrible milo cino.

Eh lex, you should honoured that you go with 3 pretty babes!!
But seriously, i'm so thankful that i ain't a guy.
Have to pay for entrance fee which is like 25 bucks and after that you would sure to buy drinks which is an average another 15 bucks.
AND you still gotta take a cab home after that..
Super Expensive!

Well, didn't manage to steal any drinks last night but i managed to down 3 shots and one lychee martini without any problem.
HAH. my drinking is improving!!!

Who's up next week???

2006-08-21T00:15:00.000+08:00

Round Ubin Kayaking Marathon 2006

Congrats to Dennis, Junsheng, Jiaying and Lex for winning 3rd and 2nd respectively!!
Congrats to everyone who completed the marathon.
You guys did GGGRREEEAAATTTT
Overall, i think we didn't fare too badly. Hehe.
Well, i hope so!
The waters were horrible.
There was much glide at the beginning.
The middle part was alright.
But towards the last quarter, we almost died.
It wasn't a physical torture man, more like a mental torture.
Waves from different direction were crashing against our canoe
and water was splashing in.
We kept going to one side and edging was difficult.
WHen we did succeed, we would servre to the other direction.
And the water was so heavy!

Despite that however, i felt the distance wasn't as long as compared to doing triangles.
Haha it was over qutie fast.
I think the weirdest part of the race was where we stopped just 1.5km away from the finishing line so that a tanker could pass.
Haha good. Give us opportunity to catch up with our competitor.
Aw but sadly they pulled away.

But all in all. It was good.
I hate counting!!!
R-O-U-N-D
U-B-I-N
K-A-Y-A-K-I-N-G
M-A-R-A-T-H-O-N
T-W-O
T-H-O-U-S-A-N-D
A-N-D
S-I-X

and

P-A-S-I-R
R-I-S
S-E-A
S-P-O-R-T-S
C-L-UB

We counted them so many times that even my fingers and toes can't add up to the total number we counted man!!!

YAY COLLIN WE DID IT.
It was a fun experience with a downright irritating partner sitting behind you.
YAYNESS!

With that aside, it's time to STUDY!

2006-08-17T23:45:00.000+08:00

OH PLEASE!!

So collin, ching chong and i went to today to row.
and ching chong was so late we had to wait for him for like half an hour!
HAHA it's okie you redeemed yourself with mcwings!!
BUt damn it, we didn't get free food from macs.
Mac staff just got smarter.
Did three triangles today and the weather was awesome man.
I think after today i'm 1% more prone to skin cancer.
Round ubin kayaking marathon 2006 is equivalent approximately 40 strokes.
And we were trying to spell out each letter alternately.
BAD MAN I TELL YOU BAD!
You know why?!
Because short legs behind me can't spell for nuts!!!
From the toilet to shears bridge back to the toilet we only managed to spell it once!!!
HAHAHAHA
But it's a darn good method .
So we were basically spelling out anything lengthy throughout the triangles.
Oh we we polished our boat today!!!
Sleek and shiny ahh!!!

Our prizee!Despite ChingChong using half the wax, our boat is much shiner. HAHA
On a serious note though.
Exams and marathon are back to back.
It's sad because we aren't prepared.
But, well, GIVE IT OUR BEST BALLS!!!

2006-08-14T00:02:00.000+08:00

Properly Now

After the sudden climax of work, i feel empty.
HAHA. yea i seriously do.
In the past weeks, i would be rushing assignments every night.
And for the past two ngihts last thurs and fri,
it was a mad rush from school and then to deone's place till the wee hours of the morning.
Right now, there's no work for me to do.
Zilch, nada, no show.
And it feels strange.
It certainly takes getting used to. But i for now, i would really like to say my thanks to my Groups.

Advertising:
Deone: Thanks for being so CREATIVE and basically leading us in the right direction.
Steph: Thanks for being the admin one!!! Getting all the paperwokr stuff done.
Jasonsa: Thanks for being the perfectionist with the eagle eye to spot any flaws. You really polished up our report and presentation.
Celeste: Thanks for working with me on the report and presentation. It was really great working with you because you made me laugh. HAHA and eat. No thanks to you for that.
Marcus: ERM. GOOD JOB FOR E CALCULATIONS AND BEING COMICAL.

Newswriting:
Shuyun: You're a great sub-ed and worker man. SAULTE TO YOU.
Glenny: Great layout person!
Ade, Wan-ning: It's so not easy churning out so many stories. But you guys did it! and ade, you have sexy blank panties. HAHAHA
Vanny: YOU OWE US A TREAT! HAHAH

Last friday ended with a bang with a presentation that went well, with an excellent piece of paper that we submitted, with a recording that went pretty darn well.
And of course, watching the fireworks with Damien.
Seriously, a really big thank you for being so patient with me.
For being there when i whine, gripe and complain.
I love you.

Weekends were well spent.
RD-ed on saturday.
Though i was frigging shagged, it was fun nonetheless.
sea marshalled, ben n jerrys, towed boats.
And of course,
Fireworks at night.
The french display was awesome!!!

Sunday was too tired to even drag myself outta bed.
Went the nlb booksale and the books were goinG DIRT CHEAP.
1 book for 1 dollar!!
so 10 books were like only 10 bucks!!
Shaddup damien n timmy.
not funny.
Popeye's at night.
Just the two of us. GRINS. HAHAHA I LIKE!

Stripes kudos to deone and glen for the fantastic layout. Tv is cool.

2006-08-11T13:27:00.000+08:00

KICK ASS!

WE KICKED SOME FUCKING MAJOR ASS FOR ADVERTISING PRESENTATION TODAY!!
LATE NIGHTS AT DEONE'S,
4 HOURS OF SLEEP,
OUTBREAK OF PIMPLES AND
DARK EYE RINGS WERE WORTH IT
THE SEM'S FUCKING OVER!
I CAN BREATHE EASY AGAIN!
WE KICKED ASS HONEY!

2006-08-09T15:08:00.000+08:00

Sweet Secrets

I had such a long day of lectures and projects till 6pm.
But at least you give me something to look forward to.
And that's how i get past my day.
and that's why i won't carry the 'i give up' sign in my pocket.
You're such the distraction but it's good.
If not for you i would probably be up my neck screaming in the wind.

I love pratas,
I love nutella ice-cream,
I love talking about nothing.

Derek is such a bad liar. He doesn't even go to church and he said he was with his church friend.
Everyone's trying to trick us!!

But i don't wanna run away from prata man anymore.
I like going there laughing at Mr. Gay and i hate it when you look at me when we order from him because i can't control my laughter.
Mr. Gay knows, damien. He knows our thoughts.

I wanna watch the fireworks tonight.

2006-08-07T13:18:00.000+08:00

Surviving.

I like rushing assignments.
I staying up rushing back to back assignments.
I like being so busy that i don't have time for anything to breathe.
I like newswriting.
I whine when i don't have enough sleep
but i like dark eye rings.
I like blue blacks.
I like biting damien because i wonder
how human flesh taste like.

And Collin is an evil spawn because he got us free mcwings by tricking the poor girl.
Tsk tsk. So bad.

Never do today what you can do tomorrow.

2006-08-04T23:09:00.000+08:00

Food for thought.

Since Jappo said she can't remember the story i'll just write it for her again.
It's kinda true though so READ ON.
A man was walking through a field of lilies.
He was told to pick out the one he liked most.
He wandered into the field and starting choosing his ideal lily from the vast spread.
He picked up one and then he put it back again and he did it continuously.
Each one he picked out, he was unhappy with it becasue he felt that either the petals weren't spread out evenly, or the colour wasn't right or the stalk was abit bent.
He was convinced that he could find the perfect one so he searched.
And then, he reached the end of the field.
He saw the keeper of the field and exclaimed to him "i thought i could find a suitable flower for me in your beautiful field but alas!"
To which the keeper replied
"You did find many. But you kept putting them back convincing yourself you could find something better. So you missed your chance".

It's quite long but i feel that this story does apply to us in life.
There are doors open for us but many of us are afraid to step in it
because of fear. Fear of the consequences and fear of missing out on something better.
I don't want to live my life in regret.
And i don't want to live my life in wistfulness.
So i do.

Pin me down but i still have my wings.

2006-08-02T22:07:00.000+08:00

Penny for your thoughts.

i'm editing stories now and it's effing boring so well,
here i am.

It's scary when you're caught up in bustle of life which consists of a whirlwind of assignments, deadlines, meetings.
You cancel trainings and pre-planned meetings to fulfil the above and you've passed a semester and another and another.

You're rushing through life and Voila.
It's been a year and a half since i've been into poly.
They're organising Caps hotel now.
If really brings back fond memories of the times where we were in the F&B committee and we met up almost everyday going to supermarkets, stealing stuff and laughing at sweet nothings.
I wish we could go back to those times and i'm sure i would treasure it more.
Well, time has passed and we're still good friends which is more than i can ask for.
The craziness hasn't changed, the comfortable feelings hasn't changed
and i hope it never does.

It's so difficult to maintain what you have.
I screw up when i ask for to much.
The hurt and disappointment plays hide and seek with me.
Maybe what someone said to me last time though i hate to admit it.
I'll never be happy with what i have.
Maybe because i don't wanna be chewed in and spitted out again.
Or maybe it's just that i'm not easily contented.
Which translate into me being a successful person next time because i'm such the perfectionist.
HAHAHA!!!

Well, it's lonely in september now.
and i didn't mean to love you back but i did.

P.S. I know this post sounds negative but trust me. I'm a happy bitch. HAHA!
and i have no idea why my font appears so big on IE. Tell me why please.

2006-07-26T20:44:00.000+08:00

Away from it all.

There are so many things to be done.
So little time to do.
I smile because of these.

It's 3 more weeks to paradise.
i'm gonna make you listen to "hey there delilah" till we dance to it in our heads.
We're gonna watch movies with popcorn stuck in our hair.
We'll relax under the sun until we're all wrinkled and old.
It'll snow in the summer with daisies falling from the sky.

Until then, i hate Orson.
Oh it's what you do to me baby.

2006-07-20T23:17:00.000+08:00

Say Hi to Mr. Sun

I married the Sun yesterday.
He made me cotton candies with the clouds
and carved me rainbows in the skies.
He gave me diamonds from the milky way
and made me wish upon a shooting star.

I could taste his strawberry lips as he kissed me as told be how pretty i was.
I slipped on my skinny jeans and lil white dress and ice-skated under the diamonds.
We create snowangels and he put it in a jar for me.
I laughed because it wouldn't stay frozen.

And then it's gone.

2006-07-17T09:11:00.000+08:00

FUCK WEEK.

Shitloads of assignments; newswriting, advertising, MM.
Shitloads of group meetings.
Did extremely bad for advertising.
Work and went to the wrong location.
Quarrelled with my family members.
Tolerance level = 0

Black is the new me.

2006-07-11T13:40:00.000+08:00

Strange Dreams.

I had three strange dreams last night.
And it was damn disturbing because it's the sorta thing that would never happen to you.

1.
I dreamt of a commercial can you believe it!!
I dreamt that this lady (lady 1) was having dinner with this hot guy.
And the ladies from the other tables kept glancing over to catch a glimpse of that guy.
Each time lady1 saw thsi happening, she would take a gun out to shoot the other ladies.
Finally they called for the bill.
Then the hot guy took out a huge wad of cash to pay. And immediately lady1 got turned off.
The tagline "Only visa does the job".

2.
I dreamt i was canoeing in the open sea on a Salem with a friend.
Suddenly, there was this HUGE thunder storm with gargantuan waves.
We capsized and were swept ashore.
I don't know how i did it, but we managed to build a wood-shack and lived in there for a couple of days. I kept a black baby panther as my pet.
One day, on the other side of hte island, i saw a buch of pple canoeing.
I waved an yelled to get their attention and i finally did.
Someone i know in real life came over (but i can't remember who it was now) to help me bring my stuff over (that includes my canoe).
But i was too tired and i couldn't carry it.
And i didn't know what happened after that.

3.
I went to my family friends dinner in some mansion.
It was fine dining and dressing and everyone left.
For some reason, i was stuck with the rich family in the living room.
There was much awkward silence between us and i finally left.
The funny thing about this dream is that i could remember most of the garden
area and living room.

4.
I went back to my secondary school with a friend.
He disguised himself as a student/prefect and i, a normal dressed person i think.
Other students were asking how come they have never seen him before and my
friend replied "Oh, because i'm on a special scholarship".
The discipline master came and suddelny i found a red nokia phone behind me.
WHen i switched it on, i realised that it was Collin's!!
ANDD.. GET THIS.
Collin was supposed to be dead or something.
Yes confusing but well, that's the way it is.

On another notes,
My apologies for being pmsy to anyone last night.
Wasn't in my best of moods.
TA~

2006-07-10T21:50:00.000+08:00

Dinner Parties III

My new found favourite pastime.
Having dinner in a nice little restuarant.
Bum Boat riding by the harbour under the darkened skies and glittery lights.
Going for prata at midnight.
Driving to cemetries and scaring ourselves silly.
Watching soccer till the wee hours of the morning.
Staying over and waking up late.
Comfortable fun.
I like.

2006-07-09T14:46:00.000+08:00

Dinner Parties II

And so on saturday we had a mini T109 cum birthday celebration.
Peiyi was the birthday and i'm so envious of her.
Bloody shit, can club legally already.
When is mine coming?!?!?!
Big shout out to her.
'HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU LUCKY BITCH!"
HAHA

Anws, we met at Kovan and ate at Grapevine.
A quaint little bar/restuarant in Serangoon (i think).
Cam whored as usual.
I keep my class photos under in my computer under this folder called 'T104'.
I was looking at past pictures and whow we take lotsa similar pictures. haha

Me, Peiyi, Clarence.

Went down to town after with Kenneth, Jialing and Deone after that.
They went to Liquid Room in the end.
I wish i could have gone.
By with no money, hvaing to sleep early, no ID well, odds are odds.
THe dinners over the past two days must have screwed my stomach up or something.
It keeps churning and my toilet's my second home.
On top of that, i have a bloody sore throat..!
JUST GREAT!

My head's spinning with my eyes closed.
The music's pounding but i'm dancing inside.
I need to break free.

2006-07-09T14:09:00.000+08:00

Dinner Parties

To say that this week has been pretty hectic is just an understatement.

Rushing a 3 day deadline for Field Assignment 2 and getting ready to film
our interview show involved lots of hair-pulling and nerves.
Was very very much looking forward to the weekends so i could take a breather.

It was pre-enlistment day for the guys and we went to Bugis to 'celebrate'.
Whow, it has been a long time since we've met up and it was great doing so.
Though next time we should chill more!
Had dinner at this place called 'ma-la' steamboat.
Would rate it 3/5.
Service was above average, soup was good but variety of food wasn't there.
Anyhow, the company was good!
Haha, i think at our table, Regina and i were eating the most.
JY was busy peeling her prawns and elva was dunno doing what. Haha acting busy la her. HAHA
Ate, chatted, drank and there was even a live magic show courtesy of Edmund's friend!
Gawd it was bloody cool.
Showed us many card tricks but hte most amazing one was when us to choose a card.
Then he asked Ching Chong to hold the deck of cards high up (and trust me, when i say
Ching Chong and high, it really is...).
After that, the cool magician mimicked the motion of pulling a card out in front of us.
AND gawd i didn't believe my eyes but the card started extracting itself
from the deck where Ching Chong was holding!
ON IT'S FUCKING OWN!
Ya. major cool dinner.

The Pretty Babes

2006-07-03T21:15:00.000+08:00

Great Weekend!

Saturday
Sentosaed in the morning then went to town.
Anws, headed to town after that to go to e Zara sale.
The sale kinda sucked. It was only up to 30% reduction.
But i did manage to get a skirt for only $17! (UP. $59.90!!!)
Have no idea why it's discounted so much.
I'm glad we didn't go to the event in school that night.
I was just so tired and an incident that happened the day before just turned me so off.
You think you know a person and trust that person completely.
But at the end of the day, you'll never truly know someone.
And i thought...
Well, now i know! =D

The sun that day was great =D

Ours

Sunday

Training started at 8am instead of the usual 830.
Took K1 today and it was quite goodconsidering that i didnt' cap throughout the triangles and i didn't brace much.
Well, we're not taking part in NCC but i guess i very much figured that out.
It's more of acceptance than disappointment though cause sub-consciously i knew.
Everyone, WORK HARD FOR IT! =D

We ended early and then rushed to bathe to help Mr. Lim for his DB event at Bedok.
Omg, so embarassing. We went to SCF to bathe and i'm glad that we did HEH.
So sorry for that embarassing spectacle. HAHAHAA

Oh the DB event was quite fun though we didn't do much there.
Slacked around, took pictures and had fun!

We went to Geylang for frog leg porridge!
HAHAHA and along the way i asked lex why he chose that name.
WHy not Mex, Rex or Bex etc. etc.
Then he went like YA! WHY NOT SEX RIGHT?
OH MAN HAHAHAA I THINK IT'S SO FUNNY!!

After dinner we went to eat supper at this tao huay shop.
Then this lady wanted to pass so she told Dennis
"Eh shuai gei ke yi jie guo mah, bu ran wo hen nan guo".
I interpreted nan guo as sad which actually meant difficult to pass in that context!
Hahaha then i was like eh why is she so sad that she cannot pass!
OH MANNN HAHAHA I'M SO FUNNY I CAN'T STNAD IT!!!
OH KILL ME PLEASE!
Oh and i learnt a magic trick using toothpicks!

2006-06-30T00:23:00.000+08:00

I can't stop smiling.

I JUST CAN'T STOP SMILING AT...
The way you can't seem to be able to make smallish shaped cookies.
How you eat the cookie batter.
You smearing the batter on my nose.
How you didn't allow me to take out the cookies from the oven.
How i kept losing to you in dai dee.
The way your television blacked out and starting giving off the burnt smell (okay it's not funny funny, but reactions was damn hilarious).
Uber long random chats.
How you made me promise you that i wouldn't sleep on the bus.
When i got home and i found a note in my laptop which was
oh so sweet that i couldn't stop smiling to myself for oh so long.

=D

2006-06-29T09:19:00.001+08:00

What?

It seems that everyone's everyone has lost their meaning in life.
Well, maybe i'm just being pessimestic.
Is it the rountined schedule of school, assignments, trainings etc?
That you don't even have time to catch up with your friends.
What's new but i hate lectures and tutorials!
Haha maybe i'll sell my body to some rich old man, kill him and get his money so i don't have to work/study anymore.
I WANT OUT!

For people who's always falling alseep in lectures/tutorials, here's one for u from me. HAHA
WAYS TO STAY AWAKE!

Break toothpicks and stick it at the sides of your eyes
Get your friends to pinch / slap you
Go outside and do the hokey pokey
Start laughing hysterically to liven things up
Picture yourself with the perfect mate
Plan your wedding
Doodle
Stuff your face with food or milo
Paint your nails
Just fall alseep

Parachute me off the building
with baileys in one hand and cigarettes in another.
Bring me to a meadowed field full of daisies
and swing me around till the sun sets.
Lay me down beside the lake and
we shall fall alseep until the starry skies.
Baby, let's do it forever.